115.5. Much better, but I still need to make the plunge to 110. 113 should be my "normal", 115 should be my "high" and 110 should be my "low". I'll work on itttt. I just have to stick with this liquid kick a bit longer, and I'll slip down there in no time... I hope.

Ugh I failed today. I managed to stick to Slimfast until 5pm, but then I had a mini-binge (threw up right away). I also had dinner and then a big binge at 10:30pm, purging as soon as I could. It's only the first day, but I have to do better. ANA-MIA!

117.5 today. YUCK! Better than yesterday, but still not to be considered "good." It's 1pm and I haven't eaten yet. I might have a Slimfast before dinner to keep me going, but I really need to get back down to 110. It's going to take a lot of willpower, but I think I can do it. I have to drink lots of water, take my pills, and not binge. That's the ( Read more... )

It's been a week and I'm only down 1 1/2 lbs from when my period started and I was 119.5. I'm 118. That's disgusting. That's a pound higher than my usual high. After today, I'm doing a strict Slimfast diet Monday-Wednesday and I'll post my results on Thursday morning. I can't break down like I always do an cheat (except for dinner, when I purge ( Read more... )

I got down to 113 on Monday, but I went right back up to 116, and it's stayed there for the past few days. I binged a lot. The slim fast works to get down fast. I have to keep on it.

My weight hasn't budged from 116. I'm hoping that means I'm gaining muscle (lol). To jumpstart my calorie burning, I'm taking my hydroxycut and I'm going to try the slim fast liquid diet again. No solids for me today, not even to binge and purge on (besides dinner... I can't escape that). I'm planning to go to Jazzercise with my mom tonight, so ( Read more... )

Still 116. I'm hoping it's bloat, because I have been working out pretty consistently, and I drank a lot at the wedding on Friday night. I need to tone my butt hardcore, it's like two bags of jelly attached to my back. don't even get me started on the love handles. The slim fast never happened - I like binging too much, But I got my hydroxycut, so ( Read more... )

Last night I went to the wedding of my college frenemy. I actually had a lot of fun, until I actually talked to the bride, who of course started her usual bullshit. After I kissed her ass and told her how beautiful she was, how I cried when she walked down the isle, how skinny she was, I told her I missed her, and she was like, "Yeah, I missed you ( Read more... )

Still not happy with my weight. I went to NC with my girlfriends from my study abroad program, and I thought I would have lost weight being there, but nope! The thing is, I don't feel like I LOOK 116, but I am. So now I'm going back on the Slim-fast diet, drinking that for most of the day then purging dinner or eating a small portion of it. On top ( Read more... )

Ok, my weight's going crazy. Two days ago I was 116.5. Yesterday I was 115. Today I'm 117. It all has to do with the water, I've noticed, because two days ago I woke up at 117.5 and drank water, then peed it out and lost a pound. Anyway, I'm still not happy with 115 being my low point of fluctuation when 112 should be that low point. So I'm going ( Read more... )