HAVE YOU EVER STOPPED AND ASKED YOURSELF WHY? WHY WE ARE THE WAY WE ARE? WHAT MAKES SOCIETY TICK? WHERE DO WE COME UP WITH OUR CLOSED-MINDED CONCEPTS? WHY WE PERCIEVE THINGS TO BE WHAT THEY ARE NOT, WHY WE CARE ABOUT OPINIONS, WHERE OUR FALSE THOUGHTS AND OPINIONS ABOUT REALITY, TRUTH, AND THE WORLD AROUND US ORIGINATE? WHAT IS BEHIND IT ALL? IT ( Read more... )

I'M HAVING TROUBLE SLEEPING. I USUALLY ONLY SLEEP EVERY THREE TO FOUR DAYS. BUT THIS IS CRAZY. I HAVEN'T SLEPT IN SIX. A FEW MONTHS AGO, I COULDN'T SLEEP FOR TWELVE DAYS... WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?

Go ahead! Laugh at my expense! I care not about your judgments ( Read more... )

HAVE YOU EVER NOTICED WHAT A CROCK OF SHIT REPUTATION IS? A REPUTATION IS SOMETHING YOU WORK YOUR WHOLE LIFE AWAY TO ACHIEVE, IT IS BUILT MOSTLY ON LIES, AND YET IT IS SO FRAGILE AND WEAK. KIND OF MAKES SENSE, DOESN'T IT? ANYTHING BUILT ON A LIE CAN'T LAST. YOU HAVE BUILT YOUR REPUTATION ON LIES BY PRETENDING TO BE SOMETHING YOU'RE NOT. YOU HAVE TO ( Read more... )

I HAVE NOTICED THAT THE WHOLE WORLD LIVES THEIR LIVES IN VAIN. THEY JUMP FROM TREND TO TREND, SURFING ON A SOCIAL TIDAL WAVE. AS SOON AS ONE TREND PLAYS ITSELF OUT, THEY HOP TO ANOTHER. THE WHOLE WORLD IS SO BUSY TRYING TO IMPRESS PEOPLE THAT THEY JUST FORGET TO BE THEMSELVES. RATHER THAN DOING THINGS THE WAY THAT MOST SUITS THEM, THEY PRETEND TO ( Read more... )

I'M SO BORED I'M LOSING MY MIND. I'M FEELING REALLY CREATIVE, YET AT THE SAME TIME LIMITED ON MY CREATIVITY BY LACK OF INSPIRATION. IF ONLY I HAD SOME INSPIRATION STRONG ENOUGH SO THAT MY CREATIVITY WAS NO LONGER HINDERED, AND MY IMAGINATION COULD FLOW FREELY THROUGH MY FINGERS...