Has anyone... seen Commander Spock recently?
[This isn't easy for her to ask, isn't easy for her to admit that she can't find him. Part of her is hoping that someone else knows where he is, that he's not gone. Part of her is hoping that no one else has seen him, either, because then that means he's not avoiding her. Either way, something is right
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[Jim has more or less assumed Spock was avoiding him--but Uhura's the last person he thinks Spock would cut off all contact from. The thought that he's gone, too... Jim pushes it away. But he sounds worried.]
Not for almost a month.
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No one has.
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I'm sure he's okay. I'm sure there's an explanation.
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[A pause so long he might actually think that she's gone away.]
He went home.
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If he has, Uhura... if he has, we have to try to think of it as a good thing for him. He wouldn't have gone without you if he had a choice.
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Yes he would have.
We... talked about it once. I said I wouldn't go without him. He... disagreed. It's all right.
[Not because it's really all right, but because some part of her feels that it knew that this was coming.]
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Uhura... it's not all right. It's okay to feel... whatever you're feeling.
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I know. I just... don't have the time for this right now. Tony needs me, and I'm no good to him if I'm an emotional wreck.
[It's the only thing keeping her together right now.]
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Yes, but... take care of yourself as best you can. And let me help. Do you have enough food, for both of you?
[He's been prioritizing, feeling slightly guilty about it but knowing Uhura's less able than usual to focus on things like that. He's trying to make sure she has what she needs.]
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[She has enough for Tony, and she personally hasn't wanted to eat for a while now. At any other time it would worry her terribly. Now it's just something she tries to put out of her mind.]
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[He doesn't quite believe her, but he's not going to snap at her, either.]
Just... let me know.
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[Long pause is long.]
Thank you, Jim. You're a good friend. A good man.
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[He only wishes he could do more.]
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