Patiently waiting for the end

[beth_e_poo]

Sometime in the near future, I will be single. I know it's coming, but I dont know when and that fucking sucks. Phil says that he still loves me to death, but we've grown into very different people who are heading in completely opposite directions in life. I agree, we are totally opposite to each other, but the thing is, it's always been that way.

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[starlounger]

Hey Beth, sorry about the news. I remember that feeling too, I went through it myself with Joanna...not fun. When Joanna and I started out we were almost exactly alike, a lot of the same music, movies, personality quirks and what not. I can remember some of the best times of my life with Joanna. When we met I was 16-17, and she was 15. We both changed incredibly over the next 4 years together until we were too far apart emotionally and physically. It's hard to let go, and it's so easy to hang on because it's comfortable and familiar. It's been 6 months since I've spoken a word to Joanna, and honestly it feels great and people notice I'm much happier. Sometimes you don't realize how bad someone is for you, until you're single again. As advice, I wouldn't stay in contact with him, not at first anyways. I tried to be "friends" and it just didn't work at all, it turned into a jealousy and head games very quickly and from what I understand it can't be done without "complications". You'll need at least a few months apart to truly make your