I have a new car. I love it. I need another job due to my bills- but I don't mind. I'm staying here for another 6 months or so- and then I'm back to school. Jacksonville is back on track. I'm out of places to go in Florida... it's time.

I've been working TOO long since taking a real vacation. So, I took 9 days off of work ( Read more... )

I went out drinking tonight. I don't do that nearly as often as I used to. Our fav bartender asked me if I found GOD or something. haha, I was offered a free ride through the strip club and I still refused to go. And sadly I may have reconsidered if I didn't have respect for the girl whose boyfriend was going to take me ( Read more... )

I was gonna do something drastic, move across the country, drop it all- be crazy. Be different. I was gonna change something, if not everything. Use the money I saved up to buy myself a new car. Then my world seems to spin out of control again. My family asks me for all the money I've saved. I feel like such a brat because it's mine. I worked for ( Read more... )

Went down to the Culture Room to see some punk bands play, including the fabulous Whole Wheat Bread. hehe. I never really had a hometown, a constant. But if I had to choose one- I choose Ft. Lauderdale. I spent shortly over 8 years of my life there which is more than I've spent anywhere! I can't go down there without having a million memories play ( Read more... )

From: *~Bethanasia ( Read more... )

Dear Jerry Bruckheimer ( Read more... )

Bored ( Read more... )

You broke my heart- I took it out of it's precious bubble-wrapped case and let you hold it. I hoped you'd hold it with care, but you threw it on the ground- you crushed it!... and once I found all the pieces and mended them back together you actually believe I 'd let you hold it again. No sir, it's not for you! Go away, dear friend. You are a face ( Read more... )

I watched a depressing movie today. Remember when our life was one big depressing movie. It always had the most amazing killer soundtrack. That's one aspect nobody could deny. Everyday you're apart of me, but some days I miss you so much. It's weird really. How much a person could possibly mean to you. Why am I here? I should have left, but I don't ( Read more... )