im actually waiting for somebody to say something but ill just write a freakin another entry to wait. this will be a crappy way to express my wonderful feelings toward you nice people ( Read more... )

my weekend was pretty much insane ( Read more... )

ive decided that i pretty much will never have what i want in life. and the things that i do to try get them are a waste of time. i feel a lot more things and its like i have a but load of new, more fucked up emotions. i have never felt this much like shit ever. and its not like im all premenstrual. i just hate a lot of things. and i cry over the ( Read more... )

i dont want to say much. im depressed. i will tell you nice people when we're all together because i need your input. i miss my friends. but i think that i need to say something. so i love fabulas pack of four fun girls. and jen i lost my debate for you so we only have to do it once more. i love you nice people so much.

I love friends, they are the best. Who ever created them is a genious. Not like their parents with contraception and all. But smart people that were like, "let's be friends." What is a friend? Well, it's a Buddy. Friends let friends have a cigarette. Yummy..I like things that are yummy. Fabulous. Things are so nice ( Read more... )

Moh is my favorite. Jen, Hope, Emily, Moh and who ever else wants to come, we must have a party at my house while my parents are gone. It would be "nice, good, christian fun." I think that we need to do something fun ( Read more... )

my journal is most pathetic. i read it everyone elses and then i see mine. it makes me sad. but ill get over it because this one is going to be long. long like one of those jumoing sticks track people run with, which isnt very safe, and then the go over a big huge thing and the jump high. my mom always wanted me to do track. im fast a like a sprint ( Read more... )

i dont feel as stupid cause hope helped me figure this thing out or something and so i am free to do what i want to. i have such nice friends. and they are all beautiful like lettuce. that will be my suject for right now.

ive decided that i am a freakin moron. i cant god damn get past the freakin post comet shit. i think someone should maybe help me. someone i know so i dont get too embarressed. so everyone that i havnt written back nothing personal. im just a retard. i talk to you as soon as i figure this thing out. i love you all

i wonder if i have school today. i never know. im going seatle to stay at the camlin in downtown seatle. hope, emily and jen are coming with me becuase they are my only friends. and we will go thrifting.
i dont smell tuna today