alright , so we dont talk - but im gonna tell you this anyway . you are not ALONE in this world . people are out there to help you , but sometimes you just have to go to them to help you . i know how you feel when you say you lost the love of your life . i know exactly how that is , the persont that i love the most - we are always arguing now . but the only thing that we can do is let God handle this . you may pray , but just because he hasnt answered your prayers - doesnt mean that he hasnt tried . there are ALOT of people that need to have their prayers answered also . so you cant rush him . he will answer it when he knows that both of you are ready for them to be answered . and if you dont end up being back together , then that means that God has someone else out there for you , that will make you happy . that will be there when you need them . that will love you just as much as you love them . that will be the best husband you can ever have . that will be the world's greatest father . its takes time , you need to live each day to
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amber its ok. i know that we dont talk that much and i thought since that day you gave me that glare in the bathroom that you just didnt like me from then on and i had no idea what you i did to you buts ok. ive tried not to be a burden to god if that makes any sense at b/c right now i have no idea what i am saying just trying to put words together and make some sorta sense. but i am not rushing him i know that there are other people out there that pray alot more than i do and need more help than i need and im trying to be patient but knowing me in not that patient. im sorry to say it im not. it makes me seem selfish the way i want him to help me out and me not thinking of others.i do think of others. i really do. i thinkof them before i think of me and people get me all wrong. they think of me the wrong way. they think im only thinking of myself. i know that he will answer them when he has time and i just need to be patient in waiting. we dont argue or anything well .. nvm about that but its my parents. its hard to long to explain.
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