dr. phil words of wisdom for the night... "you're crazy".
hahaha.

im thinking about goin to bed now... i love you all, everyone. sleep well.

well i feel better this morning, i got to go to breakfast with loren... it was great.
i always wonder why i think its funny to confuse people, i shouldnt do that anymore... sorry bo.
i wont mess with people's heads anymore.

i think i made a bad decision tonight.... i cant take it back now, i just have this bad sinking feeling in my stomach.

i got my plane tickets today and am now overly excited about this. except that flying really makes me sick... sick sick sick. oh well, that's something i will have to put up with.
i hate sitting here at my house bored... oh well

help... my heart doesnt know what it wants. i'm stuck with a sucky choice and i know what the good choice would be for me and what the correct choice would be.
i'm so confused to start off with, i dont even know if this would matter.... probably not in the long run anyways.

i have to breath.

today seems like it's gonna be boring. i really hope not...
haley brooks, give me a call and we can go do something 223-1948.
i feel kinda sick but whatever, i'm off to take a shower.

i'm tired, this day has been
looooooong.
it was a good one thought, thank you everyone who hung out with me... and called.
sleep well.. i love you all.

i am very tired.
tomorrow i have to drive my brother to camp, then drive back home. it was by myself but now i think, and hope that claire can go with me, i didn't want to go by myself... so i better be off to bed soon.
i had a pretty good day, if you wondered.
i love you all.

~beth

what a mess life can be, but then you turn around and see all the things you have screwed up and feel sick.
that's when you should make anew.

.tomorrow is another day.

last night i went to barnstormer and watched oad, copeland, and some other bands. i had fun, i dont know if it's worth the grounding/ mistrust from my parents. i dont really know the conditions so i feel kinda nervous about them.
at least i will leave for germany in 2 weeks and a day, then i will have freedom... as for the moment .none to speak