being ditched by the guy you like is amazing...i love it. actually it fucking sucks and i feel like i'm in high school again for getting so upset over this. gay...

i hate work...but i love money. i hate that everyone tries to come in between me and all of my friends. i <3 this one guy and it's out of control. for real. you're a real keeper. i hate that i am missing mini*pop because i have to be here in this shithole. i'm sorry mariannaface. i love you. confidence, darling. :)

watching the woman that practically raised me slip through my fingers is completely killing me. my grandmother has always been my rock. she's always been the solid, stable one. never in my wildest dreams have i ever imagined her faltering in any way, shape, or form. but she is. and age is taking it's toll on her. and i don't know what the hell to ( Read more... )

Leave a comment with your name if you want to know what I really think of you, and I'll reply and tell you. No lies, all honesty.

ummmmm, so i'm at work and it's sooo boring that i have to go online to keep myself occupied. recently a previous 6th grade crush entered back into my life and it's been pretty interesting. funny how things work out. :) haha. i really miss my harmy~bear. i haven't hung out with her in a while. but things have been good. i feel like i have been ( Read more... )

soooo tonight was pretty good? spring concert was like really sad. REALLY sad. and it was good to see people i haven't seen in awhile and to get up on stage and sing with all the alumni. i loved it. it brought back great memories. so now i'm home and just kind of hanging out. gotta work tomorrow 2-9 and i am NOT looking forward to that so you ( Read more... )

last night killed me. i hate that you feel like you need space. best friends shouldn't need space from eachother. it hasn't even been a day and i miss you already. i miss calling you and talking to you about nothing and everything at the same time. i just hope this is something that won't last long. you've become more than a best friend to me. you ( Read more... )

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so i look at my old entries from back when i was such a torn, confused high schooler and everything was so terrible and i realize how good i had it and how melodramatic and bratty i used to be. it's almost embarassing. but at the same time i got a good laugh out of it. i love my life now and take nothing for granted. and i missed writing in this

so i haven't updated this thing in ages and i think i might start it back up considering myspace is grand and all that jazz but i'm really not fond of putting my feelings down in the blog like i would normally here. here i just vent until the cows come home for whatever reason. maybe it's because i know 2847347246872465 won't see it out of nowhere ( Read more... )