My heart burns

[bethylynn503]

I'm sitting at home, feeling a lot. I feel acid in my throat, and several sensations in my heart. There's a bitter-sweet nostalgia, as I just got done posting messages to "my boys" from high school. I know I'll never touch their lives like I used to, but looking in on them now and then makes me happy in a really sad and longing kind of way.

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[the_squid_kid]

"I feel like I've found my crevice in life. This is where I fit. With all of you!"
I know exactly what you mean. At the beginning of the school year I was questioning whether I was at the right school, pursuing the right dreams, doing the right thing but you guys calmed my fears and made me realize that only in the place I belong could I be loved the way you all love me and love the way I love you all.

[rrragweed]

:)

The world is turning, you know it? It won't be very long until we're all working, and it's pretty scary (I haven't thought about the concept of "growing up" for a while) since I'm so used to hanging with you guys all the time, but the world keeps on turning.

You know, I just found out that Ron knew (and adored) my Gramma back in High School ... it's kinda weird, ya know?? To somehow lose touch after all that time and "click" again in an completely different time and place. I know it's not completely related to your experience with the praise band; I'm just glad that it wasn't weird for them to have you back in the fold.

You know, the world doesn't slow down at all ... so to quote myself from a totally different place and time:
Never waste a moment
Grab the eyeliner
And seize the day

I love you!! <3

[moxie_mouse]

Hey Bethany! Thank you so much for the comment on my journal... things have been a little crazy here lately. I went to Florida for spring break to volunteer in an elementary school. WOW absolutley amazing... tell me again why I'm NOT an education major?? agh frustration.. Anyways this summer I'm studying abroad so we still won't get to see each other a ton but I'm leaving in June so that gives us a month and a half :) I miss you!!!!!!!
Your unbest friend:)- me.