I love Gregory! Isn't it great? I can finally just come right out and say it. I'm in heaven with my best friend room mate and my best friend boyfriend, and every one likes eachother. They're my family, they really are. I mean, come on... if you're room mate is willing to check your head for head lice, and your boyfriend is willing to help you ( Read more... )

My life by definition, is awesome right now... but I'm just here. I feel plesant and dead all at the same time. Numb with feeling, if you will. Every so often I get a burst of feeling, of love or devistation or complete and utter overwhelming loss of control. I'm burned out and accelerated all at once. I'm loved and ignored at the same time. ( Read more... )

I hurt now. A dull ache that sobs and moans, but comforts itself. I love, I feel, I live. It’s not much. Not a life by most standards, but it gives me hope. Hope for meaning. Hope that I will not dull into the drab colors of monotony. There is something crying within me, and it is a beautiful song. A tragically beautiful melody that urges ( Read more... )

Hey guys, went to a new church today, I think it will be really nice. Today was their first meeting and they're only having one a month for the rest of this calander year. There are some ladies there who have been really nice to me, but one of the pastors doesn't really talk to me. It's either because I'm always with Abby, and she's so quiet he ( Read more... )

Have you ever had one of those days where you felt really smart and it seemed like people around you though you said smart things as well ( Read more... )

It's kind of sad how much weight I gain when I'm home and how much I lose when I'm at school. More so the weight I gain at home. I just eat like crazy here. It doesn't help that my mom made this AMAZING Lazania! I'm bringing some back, so if anyone is hungry, stop by ( Read more... )

Man, It's been a while since I've graced this thing with my presence and the last time was just a silly survey. Time to hit the books kids! My puter crashed on me, so I'm feeling the hit of that still. Saved some of my stuff, but I have to scan it for viruses before I can use it. All is well, the things of the world shall pass away but the word ( Read more... )

A is for - Age: 19 ( Read more... )

Hey Guys, guess what ( Read more... )

I had an awesome weekend!!! As some of you know, I absolutly LOVE my praise team. I was able to get to know them even more, and worship God like never before! It was really a time to just look at myself and figure out what exactly I'm doing for God right now... if anything! I've come back pumped up and ready to take my spirituality to the next ( Read more... )