you know the assumption that if you just keep at something, keep doing it, over and over and over again its bound to get better. thats whats happening with my friends from high school. i wish i was still part of that circle of girls and guys that got us through the awkward years but i'm not. i'm different whether good or bad i can't relate to them ( Read more... )

it is amazing to me how much you can miss a person once they're no longer there. i pride myself on not losing friends, ex boyfriends, etc. even if sometimes it means sacrificing my true feelings for reconciliation. i miss my boyfriend a lot while i am at home and i miss my friends from home when i'm at school. but when i come home its just not ( Read more... )

i got the job at the state news. yes i am working for the MAN and i could not be more excited about it. this week has become a turning point in my life. this week i accepted an internship for representative fran amos doing the job i want to do. i also quit noodles and co. after a year and a half of long nights, shitty co-workers, and discounted ( Read more... )

updates on the world of beth ( Read more... )

I caught my stride.
I flew and flied.
I know if destiny’s kind, I’ve got the rest on my mind.
But my heart, it don’t beat, it don’t beat the way it used to.
And my eyes, they don’t see you no more.
And my lips, they don’t kiss, they don’t kiss the way they used to, and my eyes don’t recognize you no more.

for reason's unknown.

(sigh)

after reading tim's entry i've decided to make a pet peeve list ( Read more... )

i'm frustrated with everything. with my relationship, with my friendship, with SCHOOL, with pressure, with housing, everything. i'm getting a stomach ache thinking about it and i can't type anymore.

a +/- list ( Read more... )

KEEP IT GAY KEEP IT GAY KEEPPPP ITTT GGAAAAYYYYYY.
i had a really good weekend. my weekend consisted of watching desperate housewives and getting tipsy with cam. i also spent some good time with the boyfriend so thats a plus.
anyways.
keep it gay.

i have reached numerous conclusions in the past couple of days. i really only intend to write about one of them. the biggest one in fact. i believe it is a proven fact that you cannot be happy in a relationship and also be happy with friendships. and i used to believe that wasn't true. recently i've been trying to prove my theory that you can have ( Read more... )