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i have conflicting feelings about many things tonight....poo.

Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can’t find no rest
Where I’m going is anybody’s guess

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be ( Read more... )

i really hate this fucking war.

sorry i disappeared this weekend. i was very tired from the past week and i needed some R&R. i didn't do shit this weekend so i have nothing to talk about ( Read more... )

so anne's journal and tonight's smallville made me think about something....high school. see now i could have some really big breakthrough about my high school career but i don't. the truth is...i wandered my way through high school. i went in not knowing what i wanted and went out still not knowing what i wanted out of life. freshman and ( Read more... )

so i'm gonna write this while i am still in awe of lifehouse.  their concert was tonight and not only did see them but i got their autographs!  and i was a total nerd and i told them that i first heard them on smallville and that's how i started to like their music...and jason says yeah actually alot of people say that. lol!  i'm still pretty damn ( Read more... )

Staring right back in the face
A memory can't be erased
I know, because I tried
Start to feel the emptiness
And everything I'm gonna miss
I know, that I can't hide

All this time is passing by
I think it's time to just move on

When you come back down
If you land on your feet
I hope you find a way to make it back to me
When you come around
I'll be there for you
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i just wrote and entry that made me sound like a stuck up bitch. but it's ok i caught myself and deleted it. everything i write tonight doesn't make sense so i'm going to bed.

the fortress of solitude will be in the smallville season finale!

ice anyone?

if i were 21, right about now i'd be hammered. why? to block out everything i don't wanna think about and to block the things out that i am thinking about and know that i shouldn't. i wonder if mike (work buddy) would spare some percocet...nah he's a greedy bastard ( Read more... )

ive been restless all damn day.  last night i had a dream that i was addicted to either cocaine or heroine...i don't remember, and that i was trying to hide it from my parents.  what an odd dream.  i've done neither so why would i be dreaming about it's affects.

today i took a useless car trip around grove city to clear my mind.  there is really ( Read more... )