I sat at home by myself and watched that log that burns for hours and hours and plays christmas music. Great day.

Merry Christmas everyone.
My birthday just reminded me that I REALLY need to do something.

I'm going to try and update in here more often, like I used to. It's getting kind of old just logging on and looking at the friends page and and reading comments. May as well make some use outta it. Things are still going as bad as they were before. I can't find a job any where. I have put in applications in at almost every place I could think of ( Read more... )

I totaled the jetta. It's really bad, I mean really really bad. The car is basicly half the size it was. The passenger side is in the driver seat. I'm hurting, don't really know how I made it out. Fuck, theres really nothing now, no job and no car.

It's been a long time since I updated in here, it's been a while since I even read other peoples entries. Everything has just been...I don't know, I really have no words to describe it. I just got back from Niantic not to long ago, that was hell on earth, actually the first day and night were bad but by the end I started to get used to it and was ( Read more... )

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To see you, when I wake up is a gift I didn't think could be real ( Read more... )

He left me and really didn't leave much for me. All I have is his word that everything will be ok and that he loves me. I don't know if I believe it, infact I don't think I really do. Maybe there was no job and he just wanted to get away from me. God I would just feel so much better if I just knew where he was, if he is ok, and just what's going on ( Read more... )

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This will be my last entry ever and perhaps that last time some of you may hear anything out of me again.

We all know that everything comes to an end. I have always refused to believe that but everything is over and now everything and everyone is fake. I'll never have the other one back, him. Even if I keep trying. I'm not going to have those ( Read more... )

I really do miss him. The past few days that I spent with him have been so great. Even when we are not doing anything all that exciting just being in his company makes me feel so good. I love how close we are but I hate that feeling that it's never going to be like it used to be. What he said to me the other day really changed my perspective on ( Read more... )