Bonjour

[betteroffsaid]

I wish I had something profound to report. Something fantastic, something INCREDIBLE. Something worthwhile.
However, I do not.

I have been incredibly dishonest about my feelings, about my existence- and I can't explain how its even possible to be dishonest to yourself.
But, I am pleased to report that I have been doing much better lately and have

Comments

[hyaciinthe]

Indifferentia, I like that. There should be like a recovery group for those of us recovering from not spending enough time with themselves.

This is going to sound retarded, but its too bad we never really hung out in high school. I feel like we would have gotten along.

[betteroffsaid]

It doesnt sound retarded at all. I feel the same way.
I like what you have to say. Its actually interesting and important.

[queen_j]

i enjoy your thinking, and way of writing it down. i get it.
"i think i need to write again, to keep myself honest".

[betteroffsaid]

I think its important. I personally feel as if its so much easier to sweep how you feel and what you think under the carpet and forget about it, and its just so easy to lose yourself and your values that way and just settle for whats easier, and whats best for EVERYONE ELSE but you.