I got put on a PIP today.

I had a panic attack.

I don't know what to do.

I stopped cutting, and started compulsively chain smoking.

Now I go through almost a pack a day...of Newport 100s.

...and I'm lonely.

So...maybe I'm thinking Lindsy isn't as bad as I thought she was ( Read more... )

This is what I fucking mean...what did I FUCKING DO ( Read more... )

I'm so confused ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do anymore ( Read more... )

I think it is awesome, because I am going to have my diploma before all of the other people in my high school class ( Read more... )

You know...

it sucks...mabe I shouldn't have had it up in here...then I wouldn't be in so much trouble.

My biggest fear is that no one will remember my birthday.

I wish it wasn't just family who wished me a happy birthday.

June 7th...how many people will rmember?

How many people will completely forget and get on my nerves anyway?

Yeah I know most people hate this song...but I am feeling this way, so ( Read more... )

So Christian just told me that he's going home in two weeks...I kept crying today...really crying. I don't know what to do ( Read more... )