I never know where I stand with anyone ( Read more... )

Life always seems so much better when you're fucked up ( Read more... )

You know I'm fucked up when I can write like 7 entries in one day...within hours...

cause you know there's not much going on, except me hoping I die.

cause I do...I hope I do.

Why shouldn't I?

OKay so...

Matt thinks I snitched on him?

Fuck him...really, because I told Deb where he was AFTER I heard he was back in the building because he got caught.

Yeah... I'm fucking sick of games.

I'm sick of all the childishness at Job Corps. Especially from the boys who claim to be mature.

Sometimes you think that things are all fixed, or that you are better...but you know, you can never get over it...

We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.

I think that's the answer to my questions...all of them.

I think I'm done ( Read more... )

That upsets me...

So he knows I might be...

...and Raychil said he was freaking out...and that sucks...but she also said that he said that he only told me part of the reason why he won't date me...

I guess I've pretty much become accustomed to the fact that he won't date me...

I don't think that I can even be around him anymore.

4 hours community service and a week center restriction? Fuck that, and fuck you ( Read more... )

It's funny how if there's only one thing you want...it becomes all you think about ( Read more... )