Today...

[betterthanmindy]

Today has been a weird day. I have been having a good day, kinda. But, like I just get these sudden kinda like "waves" of being sad or upset and I don't know whats wrong. I wish there was some way to solve them. They really suck. Ben and I aren't together still but we're friends. Although we're going through some rough spots in our friendship, I

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[carrock]

what if it was PIZZA service? as in dominos? as in the one in maryville? like the one that's a 5 minute walk from my house? i bet they'd hire ya.

[bonedaddy61086]

well thank you for saying what you did about me and amy. the thing with your relationship issues is that you seem to wanna be a little more free loaf with your life. you dont want the tie down or attachment that comes with long lasting relations. you still wanna have fun, flirt, run around and not feel ashamed for anything you do. now for other people, like me and amy. we are in it for the long run. me and her both agree that you date to find the person your going to spend the rest of your life with. if i was just gonna date someone for fun then i wouldnt bother. im trying to find my one for the rest of my life. where as your trying to live life right now. not that i am saying there is anything bad about that, its just different then my approach. living life i never would let dating get in the way of that, i still enjoy life quite thouroly so i cant relate to that. but in short, your not ready for long term and some people are.
hope i was of some help.
blaine

[betterthanmindy]

I would really like to reply to this but its more on a personal thing. If possible, PLEASE e-mail me so we can? subsidethefears@hotmail.com