it is 1:32 in the morning, i have been drinking since oh about 6:30 not much but a good steady pace, it was very suiting ( Read more... )

today i'm just breathin' in breathin out

it's sinking in

i've watched countless hours of tv. in the past two days
consumed so many things my body is not accustomed to
and picked one little blemish till there was pretty much no pore  to be infected

my head hurts
my stomach aches
and my back won't even scab over

this will be rough

i wrote the first draft of 'cleaning the slate' today ( Read more... )

my place is hollowed out, i wasn't going to devulge much of my plans to my father seeing as how he has been imposing himself so much lately, but somehow that ended up into a full on no holds bars account of everything i've been feeling and thinking lately, even music theory which just seems to bore him, it kind of started in the morning when i ( Read more... )

at my folks, my dad is such a fucking work of art (like the kind that's isn't entirely the good way ( Read more... )

i'm so inclined to be scared, but i'm not (this is how i'll end it this as well ( Read more... )

i'm at 1919, volunteering for some art show, i mean i don't mind helping out but that is the very point i am here to make this post, i had the extra time was actually really hoping i'd have a couple other things to do which i will mroe than likely be able to get to one or two with the time allotted, but this is just here to explain the ( Read more... )

announcement ( Read more... )