i have cups to sanitize, possibly incorrectly, so i have little time to say what i mean so i'll sum it up short and sweet
everything is worth it, and sometimes it just takes a bunch sweaty chaotic mass of bodies hitting each other to remind you of that

my muscles are exquisite

on a book about the ft. worth artist during the forming of abstract art, it amazing how close knit they were, and how many different mediums they used, but above all how they didn't strive for success and it was purely motivate out of their own interest, aparently it played a huge role on arts in all of texas which in truth texas is a very arts ( Read more... )

well it's hard to sing a song ( Read more... )

i don't know why i ever hate life, well not true, i understand that it might be the sole reason i ever feel good, that whole spectrum and what not, just on runs like these it's like all the fusturation is cast aside and i can forget the means and remember the reason why, oh how i wish to hold on to it, and maybe someday that won't even be a wish, ( Read more... )

i wish that i felt that i could settle with a set of words to profess how i feel about, but it so hard to express something that you feel that any attempt to do so is futile, i love you so very very much, and miss you in damn near every waking hour of my day

ps. how fitting of a forum is this right?

so lately i've been having off days that still end up good? huh imagine that ( Read more... )

for a handful of minutes the moon didn't seem like more than a balloon hovering over a car dealership, it reminded me of the expansive sky out near decatur, i didn't feel insignificant but i felt there was so much more to existence than life, particularly mine, but the other night i didn't feel the existence of anything outside of myself mattered, ( Read more... )

time keeps on tickin

fuck 'eah

honestly though if i wasn't the least bit of high that i am i'd totally still be exhausted regardless of the turn of events in my favor

i am a book sitting on a shelf gathering dust, i don't know what to do with myself, shit i thought this would go somewhere, i guess it did, but the touch i feel just seems numb