Oh god, I haven't had one of my weird 'stay up late and do nothing' nights in ages. I'm still a little wired from working tonight. God, I HATE MY JOB. It's shitty. And the pay is shitty. So, that's normal, right? My weekly schedule is so fucked up beyond belief that I can hardly cram in any time to explore Philadelphia, bake pies, or paint. But, ( Read more... )

Are you keeping a secret?
I don't really have any secrets, no...

If a hobo tried to take your wallet what would you do?
The most logical answer would be to run. Fast.

Who are you constantly with?
Dennis and his cat.

Who do you talk to every night?
Den.

What are you about to do?
Eat dinner and watch an old film.

What's something you really want right now?
To ( Read more... )

Can a person actually die from insomnia? Hold on, let me google it. Okay, apparently you can. That sucks.

I've spent the past two and a half hours reading the Vice Guide to Sex Drugs & Rock and Roll. It was a thick book. With pictures! I probably spent half of that time ogling at people wearing stupid outfits and laughing at the commentary. Those ( Read more... )

It's only a few more weeks until Den's sister's wedding and honestly, I'm fucking terrified. I do not want to be at some awful social event with a bazillion people I don't know under complete and agonizing scrutiny of his mother who apparently hates me for some odd reason. And frankly, I think weddings are so embarrassing ( Read more... )

First off, you like boys right?
Of course. They're useful for some stuff.

What are you doing after this?
Honestly, I have no idea. Showering would be the best option.

Is there anybody you're disappointed in right now?
Myself. But for what...I have no idea.

Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?
It depends on who they pertain towards. Usually if I'm ( Read more... )

I had my very first official girl date in Philly today. No, I'm not talking about a real date, but more like two girls grabbing coffee because they're desperate for friends. It was basically amazing. And awkward. But I definitely love this girl. Her name is Nancy, she's 24, in a crappy job, loves art, and we both have the same sorts of issues.

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Is it a bad thing to hate your boyfriend's best friend...to the point where thinking about her makes you mad? On paper, her and I would be ideal friends. We have nearly all the same interests...so why do I have such a problem with her ( Read more... )

 Most of the time, I feel like screaming fuck at the top of my lungs, or goddamit or something. Today, it felt like the whole world was in some sort of neurotic bitchy mood. Absolute worldwide PMS.

It's clearly a pandemic, spreading wildly and fiercely. And the worst cases seem to be the ones around me. And I'm pretty sure the sky is screaming too. ( Read more... )

Wtf. I've neglected you, dear blog. And I've probably neglected a few other things in the midst of the sudden move to Pennsylvania. My old friends back home aren't even talking to me anymore. It's kind of sad, but I guess I had it coming to me.

Then again, was anyone there really my friend? I can think of one. But I went off and left her when she ( Read more... )

I'm going to put a plastic bag over my face. I want nothing to do with anyone anymore. People are just going to dissapoint you anyway. Oh god, why am I so EMO????????????????????????????????????