he hacked into my AIM and deleted himself off of my buddy list. how horrible. I had to go and change my password, so it wont happen again.

why did i think that everything was going to be okay still? why did i think that we were going to be friends? why did i believe him?

i didnt think things were going to be this bad.

Luis, I hate you for ( Read more... )

Well, Well, Well. Look who's writing in her LiveJournal. Me. hehe ( Read more... )

dear your name here:

i hate your guts.

hrummmm... So I went to look for a jobby today ( Read more... )

I can't stand to think about a heart so big it hurts like hell. Oh my god, I gave my best, but for three whole years to end like this. Well do you want to fall apart, I can't stop if you cant start. do you want to fall apart, I could if you can try to fix what i've undone... cause i hate what ive become ( Read more... )

Oi. Today (and the past few days) have been pretty good days ( Read more... )

So you broke down ( Read more... )

hes leaving

for good...

someone help me.

i dont know if im going to come out of this okay.

when i said happy things dont happen to me anymore, i meant it.

ps- i really am okay. in case anyone cared.

The horrible thing is that I make myself sick. In every sense of the phrase. Where am I going with all of this? Your guess is as good as mine.

I can feel my spine compressing and my stomach contracting with each thought.

Part of me wants to leave everything I know, go somewhere far away, and start all over. A fresh start. Better myself. Grow up ( Read more... )