things seem to be kind of... mellowing at the moment. i'm slipping into a kind of routine, and it's so easy to while away the days. i'm sooo relaxed at the moment. i think sleep, the beach, and drinking lots of water are the keys to sanity. who would have thought, that after all the drugs and angst and mental struggles, the way to find peace was ( Read more... )

my job is kind of hilarious, and that makes life surreal. i never believed that offices were like the offices on seinfeld, american movies, and press gang, but perhaps they are. mine seems to be markedly similar. which gives everything this cinematic feel. sometimes the feeling is so strong that my life is just another narrative, a film that i am ( Read more... )

it's always amusing listening to the advice people give. it seems that people who know nothing about a particular topic or situation are the most ready with advice about it. heh. mostly, i guess, it's motivated by genuine good intentions though, so it's ok ( Read more... )

my stockings make a pleasant sort of barely audible swish that may not be a sound, maybe its more of a feeling as my legs brush past each other as i trot ( Read more... )

Late last night i woke up to find a message from C. on my phone, obviously meant for his 'other' ex-girlfriend. 'Hey LJ, how's the Como? Whatssup?' Sinking, I turned off my phone, a little bitterly; a small, vague wave of that pain of old washing over me. It's always the innocuous ones that hurt the most, the ones who seem heartbroken, who seem ( Read more... )

new operating system is super wow!
and now i have new snazzy msn!
wooooooow!
now to mandurah. tata!!

man. i think i just overshopped. 3 pairs of shoes (white heels, black flats and green ballerina shoes with cherries on!!!), 2 pairs of pants, one top ( Read more... )

Poor Grape. I installed Mac OS X yesterday and coz some programs weren't working in the OSX environment, I reverted default startup disk to Mac OS9. Silly me... Grape didn't like it. Her colours went all funny and she wouldn't go back to OSX after that. Poor sick Grape. I've taken her to the Mac doctor and hopefully she will come home feeling ( Read more... )

Last night was so still and warm, it awoke memories of other summers and I found myself smiling. I love the restless, heady feeling of summer. In summer, you can believe that anything is possible. And at sunset, it's almost like dawn - summer nights hold this shimmering, endless potential and it's so damned intoxicating ( Read more... )

good weekend. the backyard was buzzing today, bobtail reclining under a tree as moths and bees looked busy. the sun is already tanning my hide. beach tomorrow, yippee. intending to milk these couple of weeks, suck out the juice of the last of my days before The Office descends. luckily i start the week after pj harvey, so i shall be fresh and ( Read more... )