Anyone on my list of friends on my lj, please leave your address. I can't tell you why, it's not a bomb or anthrax. It's something sweet from the heart. So, if you feel uncomfortable leaving your address in a comment please e-mail it to twostepnonugrave@aol.com It would be much appreciated. You all are great friends, so don't think I wouldn't want ( Read more... )

Tuesday, after school, I went to the doctor for another stress test. My readouts weren't as bad as last time. I'm more calm, which is great. Still have my ulcers though, I'm learning to deal. My heart burn still sucks though. It's like there's a fire in my chest. But, thing was.. I was having those horrible chest pains still. Even with the ( Read more... )

You're the only thing that I love
It scares me more every day
On my knees I think clearer

Goodness knows I saw it coming
Or at least I'll claim I did
But in truth I'm lost for words

What have I done it's too late for that
What have I become truth is nothing yet
A simple mistake starts the hardest time
I promise I'll do anything you ask...this time

Just ( Read more... )

Eventful weekend on the verge of being even more hectic. Going hella far to get blood drawn and go to a party. Driving to the other side of town to chill with Shane. Had lots of fun. Lots. Came home and took my medicine and drank some iced milk. Milk with ice always makes me tired. Went to the Tsunami Benefit show today. Was absolutely amazing. ( Read more... )

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I have two Peptic Ulcer's and have been diagnosed with GERD. GERD is basically a reflux and heartburn disease. Doctors are worried because of my weight loss. I'm currently in the "danger zone." Love how they make me so calm. Anyways, they say it's stress related. I thought I've been so chill and relaxed lately. I took a stress test administered by ( Read more... )

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OKAY, NOW THIS ENTRY IS VERY URGENT!!!!!

This applies to good friends or anyone whom adores road trips and The Used.

Complete plans are in the work. Here's what's urgent.

Friday, Feb. 18th, The Used will be playing at The Edge Concert Pavillion in Orlando, FL. Saturday, Feb. 19th, The Used will be playing at the Pompano Beach Amphitheater in ( Read more... )

I've lost 6 pounds in the course of 3 days. Lost all appetite. Feeling exhausted. Expierencing shortness of breath and unbearable sharp pains. I'm officially worried.

Remember those times when you were a brave little kid? Mixing and matching clothes, playing some super hero, kissing people like it was nothing? I wish things would never have to get complex. Where that little kid was still what was expected. I can't say I remember when I was innocent. I usually did something wrong. Usually knew it was wrong too. ( Read more... )