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there is this way a hole kind of burns it's way inside of you, when the people you love more then life, forget to acknowledge your existence
..
btw
jackjohnson was amazing
battle wounds in the shape of cupid
full circle
high tides
i guess we made it this far
this far to the beginning
and the race is about to start
the guns about to fire
deep breaths
you ready
holding hands with stupidity
look out here comes the arrows
this vest is only bullet proof
look out here comes everything we've learned to fear the most
this far to the beginning
are you sure you still want this
and because it's just easier to agree and go along
to agree and deal with small town abuse
are you sure you still want this
now that you know my deepest secret
and i just might have to kill you
are you sure you still want this
then you better let me know it
and you better let me feel it
in the way your hand fits in mine
and your words in my ears
through the holes in the walls
through the cracks in the floor
whisper louder
and not just words
i need to feel it this time
three words don't mean nothing
broken falls and stitched up hearts
well those they mean the world
duct tape and glue
glitter and streamers
tell it again this time for the senses
and tell it once more for if only for rememberance
so we'll dive head first into shark infested waters
vital organ casino night
step right up take a number place your bets
and we'll gamble our hearts away to the stars
you can take my hands from here.
you can take my heart from here
and stitch them into one
heart beats into mine
filled fists beat harder
loved hearts beat the loudest
so say it loud as if you mean it
fake tounges and bad liers
just to make us make believe it
make believe it to believe it
and maybe they're more then three short words
with some practice and some patiance
through long grass we'll mean it
and from my hospital bed i should feel it
in the places i'll end up
it better still beat there
as long as its repeated
we won't let it lose it's meaning
so whisper it till your voice has dimmed
and the lights have grown dull
like the stars bleed and fade
on the other side of nothing
whisper so i'll hear it all the places i hate
all the places that push me deeper into insanity
all the places the stars shine brighter
breaking hearts with each sling shot against the sky
and for all the places my thoughts drown out the world
for all the places my thoughts litter billboards
whisper louder like the wind
whisper louder into me
so my thoughts can get the message
whisper louder
drown me out
how can i feel it
when i'm thinking this loudly.
whisper louder so i can feel it,
when the arrows peirce my heart.
might as well steal all my words
and lock them away
they're dysfunctional anyhow.
there's a time and a place for everything
and this one seems reserved for nothing
the stars are brighter here
and the sky more full
as if inviting you in with open arms
so quiet you can hear yourself think
althought i've managed to think louder then everything around me
slowly but surely i've drown out the crickets
and the shore
it all gets blocked out if i think enough
thoughts fill every empty space and sound
i can't even hear the music playing anymore
not that it was really worth the sound
yeah this is the closest thing to perfect
that you'll find on this side of nothing.
the asophagus is ready, mouth open up
six sides
two windows
one door
one mouth
shut it tight
zip it down
both zippers now
a story like this
oh it's too good to spill
in a place where thoughts can drown out everything around
clean air open skies with pin holes punched through out
shinning lights peeking through freshly polished and gleaming
the stars fall brighter too staining navy ink over head
amoungst smoke streaked skies,
i've found the calm post storm calculations
a place where words race slower
and boys give second chances
the stars shine brighter,
on this side of nothing
six walls
two windows
one door
care to join me
..
btw
jackjohnson was amazing
battle wounds in the shape of cupid
full circle
high tides
i guess we made it this far
this far to the beginning
and the race is about to start
the guns about to fire
deep breaths
you ready
holding hands with stupidity
look out here comes the arrows
this vest is only bullet proof
look out here comes everything we've learned to fear the most
this far to the beginning
are you sure you still want this
and because it's just easier to agree and go along
to agree and deal with small town abuse
are you sure you still want this
now that you know my deepest secret
and i just might have to kill you
are you sure you still want this
then you better let me know it
and you better let me feel it
in the way your hand fits in mine
and your words in my ears
through the holes in the walls
through the cracks in the floor
whisper louder
and not just words
i need to feel it this time
three words don't mean nothing
broken falls and stitched up hearts
well those they mean the world
duct tape and glue
glitter and streamers
tell it again this time for the senses
and tell it once more for if only for rememberance
so we'll dive head first into shark infested waters
vital organ casino night
step right up take a number place your bets
and we'll gamble our hearts away to the stars
you can take my hands from here.
you can take my heart from here
and stitch them into one
heart beats into mine
filled fists beat harder
loved hearts beat the loudest
so say it loud as if you mean it
fake tounges and bad liers
just to make us make believe it
make believe it to believe it
and maybe they're more then three short words
with some practice and some patiance
through long grass we'll mean it
and from my hospital bed i should feel it
in the places i'll end up
it better still beat there
as long as its repeated
we won't let it lose it's meaning
so whisper it till your voice has dimmed
and the lights have grown dull
like the stars bleed and fade
on the other side of nothing
whisper so i'll hear it all the places i hate
all the places that push me deeper into insanity
all the places the stars shine brighter
breaking hearts with each sling shot against the sky
and for all the places my thoughts drown out the world
for all the places my thoughts litter billboards
whisper louder like the wind
whisper louder into me
so my thoughts can get the message
whisper louder
drown me out
how can i feel it
when i'm thinking this loudly.
whisper louder so i can feel it,
when the arrows peirce my heart.
might as well steal all my words
and lock them away
they're dysfunctional anyhow.
there's a time and a place for everything
and this one seems reserved for nothing
the stars are brighter here
and the sky more full
as if inviting you in with open arms
so quiet you can hear yourself think
althought i've managed to think louder then everything around me
slowly but surely i've drown out the crickets
and the shore
it all gets blocked out if i think enough
thoughts fill every empty space and sound
i can't even hear the music playing anymore
not that it was really worth the sound
yeah this is the closest thing to perfect
that you'll find on this side of nothing.
the asophagus is ready, mouth open up
six sides
two windows
one door
one mouth
shut it tight
zip it down
both zippers now
a story like this
oh it's too good to spill
in a place where thoughts can drown out everything around
clean air open skies with pin holes punched through out
shinning lights peeking through freshly polished and gleaming
the stars fall brighter too staining navy ink over head
amoungst smoke streaked skies,
i've found the calm post storm calculations
a place where words race slower
and boys give second chances
the stars shine brighter,
on this side of nothing
six walls
two windows
one door
care to join me