feliepe lives with me now... i havent seen him since yesterday because he went home / and is working. my leg is shaking like a crack fiend. i miss him. lol i am PATHETIC. and im not guna see him till tomoro because hes working from 12-9 am.. and no one cares and i dont know why i do so much. ewwwww i suckkkkkkkkkkkkk. im mushy and sentimental. and ( Read more... )

the hours are wizzing by even knowing that im safe at work doesnt make anything feel better anymore. im nervous. im scared. i dont know whats going to happen and i dont like it. i just want everything to turn out okay. i know it will..my brain hurts. theres so much to know and memorize and i keep failing at school. oi. i dont know. i have a huge ( Read more... )

hellweek has begun. today is day one. the worst is yet to come. im feeling good and positive. i miss my friends tho...spring break sooo soooooooooooonnnn

yay for suitemate love <333333!

i totally broke down yesterday, but i feel stronger. all i have to do is one confrontation and i'll be great. but ultimately i want to win the lottery.

kates on the way to pick me up from school. her and pookie are lost and i feel bad and helpless so im making an lj blog. felipe does not have a big dick. :( hes been sleeping in the same bed with me for 4 or 5 nights/days with me now. its guna be lonely without him this weekend. at least he'll be with his g/f. i think actually hes going skiing. i ( Read more... )

monday i pulled an over nighter across the hall and made out with greer. that was awkawrd. very awkward. i ended up teaching him how to spoon too. oh well. doubt i'll do that again, but at least now i know i can have it if i want it ( Read more... )

it wasnt the best but it was the best.
and i want to go back to when i was full.
:(

swoon ( Read more... )

what a strange feeling i have today ( Read more... )