so what's up with me
i haven't really focused that much on lj because i have other newer internet accounts to manage (well you know how it is for "new" sites that makes people curious, i.e. plurk and facebook). And besides, schoolwork really fills my load so spare time is usually spent on sleeping and eating and playing with the dog.
Well, last year, i put on, yes, im sorry avid fans, a lot of pounds. I think my gym-ing has been totally put on waste! Que horror! Im also starting to question why im still in BS community nutrition provided my morbidly(?) obese state:(
Friends i have finally joined an org! well, still an applicant, and i do hope i dont defer again. The good thing is, block besties are with me on this, which makes the whole app process more fun and exciting. Imagine doing talent presentations alone! Friends who can will definitely overshadow my talentlessness.
Speaking of that org, i had my initial interview last thursday, and though the questions were more on the getting-to-know-you-level, i found it hard. I guess I still don't know myself that much to describe myself. That interview was a big joke, because if it were to be graded, i'd definitely fail:( I don't know my capabilities and the qualities that people see in me. I don't even know what I think of me! Maybe i'm not a thinker, but i guess i have to dwell on these things more. Im actually considering the fact that maybe, im a deadkid afterall! i have no exciting things going on or whatsoever. Well, at least here's a new year's resolution that doesn't include losing weight. Aahh, CHANGE!
Im actually depressed and joyed at the same time that batchmates are graduating (for some dlsu friends: this term) next year. If it weren't for that math subject i would have joined burn and friends in 125 and 190 and the other FN subject this sem. I would have had Dr. Bongga now and not next next sem. (see, im a sem late!) But i actually buried this regret and depression for about 3 sems already, because bonding moments with block besties are not worth missing. Sharing the same fate definitely did all good for us. Being an un-official third year BSCN standing would be very shameful if you're alone, mind you.
I'm feeling a bit insecure about my age though, because I feel like i don't live the age(even though i look the age hahaha!). Being around younger friends is definitely the fountain of youth, because serious matters are kept at bay. Friends and I, i think we take each matter day by day, pretty much how children see and handle things.
I also think my parents can't believe i'm turning 21. Age has never really been an issue to them, especially when i talk to them about my doctor dreams. They say i shouldn't mind getting rotten in school, because after that, i don't have anything much to do. Well that doesn't get me though, because I really want to end schooling soon. I just hope i wouldn't be lured in getting a job after this course, which i think is probable, because frankly, im starting to get tired studying:((
Parents still won't let me drive. My license's expiry date is on my 21st birthday, and I haven't even drove alone. They reason its because of our cars, but i think its not. I think that they don't think i'm that responsible enough. They think i drive offensively, more like a jeepney driver's, because i'm thrilled with speed:D My mom, yeah, she makes poopoo everytime she lets me drive. My dad won't even let me touch the wheel! The last time i drove us from UP to home was last October. Im seriously losing all hopes of getting a car:( oh well, better safe than sorry!
so there, i will be updating more since i lost several chances of chatting with you HS friends!
Well, last year, i put on, yes, im sorry avid fans, a lot of pounds. I think my gym-ing has been totally put on waste! Que horror! Im also starting to question why im still in BS community nutrition provided my morbidly(?) obese state:(
Friends i have finally joined an org! well, still an applicant, and i do hope i dont defer again. The good thing is, block besties are with me on this, which makes the whole app process more fun and exciting. Imagine doing talent presentations alone! Friends who can will definitely overshadow my talentlessness.
Speaking of that org, i had my initial interview last thursday, and though the questions were more on the getting-to-know-you-level, i found it hard. I guess I still don't know myself that much to describe myself. That interview was a big joke, because if it were to be graded, i'd definitely fail:( I don't know my capabilities and the qualities that people see in me. I don't even know what I think of me! Maybe i'm not a thinker, but i guess i have to dwell on these things more. Im actually considering the fact that maybe, im a deadkid afterall! i have no exciting things going on or whatsoever. Well, at least here's a new year's resolution that doesn't include losing weight. Aahh, CHANGE!
Im actually depressed and joyed at the same time that batchmates are graduating (for some dlsu friends: this term) next year. If it weren't for that math subject i would have joined burn and friends in 125 and 190 and the other FN subject this sem. I would have had Dr. Bongga now and not next next sem. (see, im a sem late!) But i actually buried this regret and depression for about 3 sems already, because bonding moments with block besties are not worth missing. Sharing the same fate definitely did all good for us. Being an un-official third year BSCN standing would be very shameful if you're alone, mind you.
I'm feeling a bit insecure about my age though, because I feel like i don't live the age(even though i look the age hahaha!). Being around younger friends is definitely the fountain of youth, because serious matters are kept at bay. Friends and I, i think we take each matter day by day, pretty much how children see and handle things.
I also think my parents can't believe i'm turning 21. Age has never really been an issue to them, especially when i talk to them about my doctor dreams. They say i shouldn't mind getting rotten in school, because after that, i don't have anything much to do. Well that doesn't get me though, because I really want to end schooling soon. I just hope i wouldn't be lured in getting a job after this course, which i think is probable, because frankly, im starting to get tired studying:((
Parents still won't let me drive. My license's expiry date is on my 21st birthday, and I haven't even drove alone. They reason its because of our cars, but i think its not. I think that they don't think i'm that responsible enough. They think i drive offensively, more like a jeepney driver's, because i'm thrilled with speed:D My mom, yeah, she makes poopoo everytime she lets me drive. My dad won't even let me touch the wheel! The last time i drove us from UP to home was last October. Im seriously losing all hopes of getting a car:( oh well, better safe than sorry!
so there, i will be updating more since i lost several chances of chatting with you HS friends!