Never will I hit my child. NEVER! Not even with a wooden spoon. EVER! You understand me. NEVER! You think it's right, well guess what. It's not. Your child will hate you forever. You will lose something in them that you will never get back. You run away like you are scared, or afraid to confront the problem. You say, "wait til you have kids!!??!" ( Read more... )

so. it was just a shit of a day. i got wicked sick at work this morning came home and slept all day. then around 11pm chris wanted to make some popcorn, but because of the meds i am on i can't eat for an hour after i take it, anywho i am still feeling kind of sick.

more to the point,
so i am sitting in bed reading and chris is on the computer and i ( Read more... )

Come in, come in
Come into my world I've got to show
Show show you
Come into my bed
I've got to know
Know know you

I have dreams of orca whales and owls
But I wake up in fear
You will never be my
You will never be my fool
Will never be my fool

Floaters in my eyes
Wake up in an hotel room
Cigarettes and lies
I am a child, it's too soon

I have dreams ( Read more... )

IT'S MY 22ND BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!

Oh, April 1st, 1987, I was born!!

Meet Elliott Joyce Alana
She is the newest member to my family!
Her birthday is 5/23/2008
She was born at 10:55am and weighted 8lbs. 6oz!!!

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i feel icky.

enough said.

A
- Available: Not since 10/24/2005
- Age: 21
- Animals: Cats

B
- Beer: I don't drink
- Birthday: April 1st
- Body Part on opposite sex: jawline
- Blind or Deaf: Neither, I guess
- Best weather: 75 sunny, slight breeze
- Been in Love: Yes
- Been on stage?: A lot
- Believe in Magic: Yes
- Believe in Santa: Of course

C
- Candy:Swedish Fish
- Color: Red
- Chocolate/ ( Read more... )

I don't like to talk about depressing things here. But I have to vent. Chris and I lost our jobs today. I was at work and I got a phone call from Jennifer, my divisional director. She was calling to tell me that tomorrow (12/28/2008)she is coming to close my cart. I guess we weren't making enough for the company standard. She called at 8pm tonight ( Read more... )

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wedding check list, well so far.

1. we picked our colors, it's kind of this color, but a little bit darker.
2. we picked part of our centerpieces
3. we talked about/ started working on who to invite (part of guest list)
4. we found someone to make our invitations and table place cards! (Tina Sweep you are amazing!!) www.tinasweep.com
5. we kind of ( Read more... )