granted, it's only been 48 hours since i last talked to him...but i'm not used to going much more than 12....and not much more than a few hours without a text message ( Read more... )

today is the day ( Read more... )

i'm having a hard time with steve getting ready to leave. he'll be in iraq in less than a week. he's out with his guy friends and they're more or less getting him so drunk that they have to carry him home. he promised to call me tonight, i won't be mad if he doesn't but i'll be a little bit sad. i know that's ridiculous because i want him to have ( Read more... )

you have your whole life to be old, you don't have to be in such a rush

i'm going to be much more upset than i even expected when i leave steve wednesday morning

never say "i haven't thrown up since the 6th grade ( Read more... )

when i was a little kid my mom used to convince us to put all of our homemade ornaments on the back side of the tree which always has faced out to a window so that people on the street could see them ( Read more... )

ladies (ty twigg, mike d, and possibly a few other dudes who might read this--actually there's a good chance that nobody reads this ( Read more... )

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...sometimes...just from listening to my itunes on random....the right songs will come on and i'll feel so much all at once. like my desire to live life and understand it's beauty completely, even when things are totally shitty...and for me, right now in my life, i find it so challenging to see all of that beauty -- but the right song comes on and ( Read more... )