today was a mess. i was so tire i fell asleep in all my classes, i woke up at the middle/end of media and we were talking bout how parents dont interact with their kids enough and i stayed after class to talk to mr. mcmahon and i just broke down cryin and yea it was a mess ( Read more... )

i like ur name. sorry, might sound stupid or stubborn or selfish. but i know you by what ur original name is. and that is what i'll call you.

i hate change. im really not one for it. for the most part.

canada anyone????

November 1, 2004; 2:30a.m: i was saved. thank you, Lord.

so i don't really write in here because none of what i write in here ever comes out meaningful, so it's just a waste of time. But being saved, that's worth writing about.

thank you for helping me. I love you.

hadda mental breakdown in school. but i LOVE my sister! if it weren't for her, then i'd die, for real. she stayed with me 7th period in the bahroom cuz i was cryin. i love that girl! i've definately come to realize ppl suck. i hope college is better than h.s cuz yea. PEOPLE SUCK ( Read more... )

i can't take this. i feel like im drenched in me. like im so self centered. im so selfish. idk. i just feel this way. after hearing about all the things all of my friends have been through, i feel like i shouldnt ever talk or complain again. and yet there are so many things that bother me. but i dont wanna say ne thing cuz their prolly thinking " ( Read more... )

i hate that i try so hard to help ppl and yet the ppl that mean the most to me i seem to not be able to do a damn thing ( Read more... )

i just got off the phone with mah love. she says she may not come in october now. i think im ganna die. i hate this.

not to mention that i wish i really could steel her pain away and yet there is NOTHING i can do. it hurts.

yea, so i had a lot more energy and it died and now reality has hit.

fuckin reality! why do you gatta ruin it for me?!?!?!

omg! today was one of the best days! after like 3 or 4 hours of job hunting ( Read more... )

wrote a poem. this is it. i have no title for it though cuz i suck at thinking of titles ( Read more... )