I long for security... sinsere securty. sincere securtiy with a touch of spice that makes my head tingle and my heart ache.
is this too much to ask for?

"sources say yes"

You never close your eyes anymore when I kiss your lips.
There's no tenderness like before on your fingertips.
I'm trying hard not to show it.. but baby.... baby I love you!!
You've lost that loving feeling... whoa that loving feeling..
you've lost that loving feeling now its gone.. gone .. gone.. whoahoaooo

I can't seem to find exactly what I am looking for ( Read more... )

so my birthday is in about 19 days.. I have a feeling its going to be a long and lonesome day.. unless by some grace of God things start getting genuine around here. ha! ha ha ( Read more... )

I miss real people. *tap tap* real people?? hellooo?? I know you are out there!!
Come back!!
Why do too many people have agendas of the bad sort?
agendas never lead to anything good.

Kat i miss you!

School is coming up.. this break seems so short. one more week then I'm back to the sleepless schedule. I think I'll keep it a little more tame this time.. I think I just lucked out last semester... or something ( Read more... )

It will be but it will not be now.
I feel I have found it.
and it will be waiting for the perfect time to arise.
That day will be the one I remember forever.

I will love it and the slightest gust of wind will bring the sweet memory back to my mind as vivid as the sun.
the one.
and.
only.

I dream of my future hopes ( Read more... )

Every minute is wonderfulness.
Every minute of wonderfulness keeps my hopes up.
Every minute my hopes are up keeps me wanting things right now.

I know it will not be now.
I can only hope it will be.

an abyss of submissions of uncultured dreams ( Read more... )