So today was pretty good.
I passed my ethics test  & i think i did alright on my math test.

Got a magazine that's full of sexy Pete Wentz photos.

Then i got a job.

Surprised Justin with Garden State :]

& i've decided that i'm going back to Europe ^_^
soon.soon.soon.

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No matter how happy I am, My father ruins it.
He takes so much pleasure in fucking ruining everything.

I saw Fall Out Boy again. Met my idol again. Got called a bombshell by Pete Wentz himself. And my dad can't even be happy that i was happy. He has to go around throwing my band stuff on the ground and saying the worst stuff about me, when he knows i ( Read more... )

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No girl likes to be forgotten. Or erased from memory. Some things may not happen for good reasons, but don't pretend nothing led up to the abolishment of what could've been. asshole ( Read more... )

So i just won meet and greets for my Fall Out Boy show! :D :D

Ahhh. Lately it seems like TBS has written the stories of my life.
Got my car back today. no more crashing.

You've got this new head
Filled up with smoke
I've got my veins all tangled close
To those jukebox bars you frequent
They're the safest place to hide

A long night spent with your most obvious weaknesses
You start shaking at the thought
You are ( Read more... )

Ahh, what a way to ring in the new year.

1. Who was the first person u talked to in 07?
Venita

2. The first person you hugged?
No one yet

3. The first person you called?
my mommy

4. The first person you texted?
no one.

5. The first drink you drank?
mello-yello.

6. The first person that called you?
my sister.

7. Have you talked to all of your top 8 yet?
some.

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I don't like being this scared.
& this time, he's not here to help me out.

dear god, i'm terrified. i can't do this. please let this be nothing.

i want her at my wedding.
i want her to see me have a family; for her to see grandchildren.
i'll give up everything.

I'm really getting sick of people who start fights with me & then i get in trouble. It's getting fucking ridiculous. This makes me want to not be around anyone.

The day after Christmas was pure hell. I got to drop my car off at Pontiac yesterday morning. Of course the one day i wear a white t-shirt is the day it's pouring down rain. Niiiice. Got ( Read more... )