koskee kurkkuun, mikko meni pois, huomenna ois koulua & niin ( Read more... )

Teenpäs tän nyt vaihteeksi suomeksi. lälläspyy ( Read more... )

had a sleep paralysis last night, mikko sleeping right next to me, radio on ( Read more... )

uum. i couldn't sleep much last night. i haven't had any of those since i learned to sleep the radio on, though, so lying awake isn't so bad. it's just that when you're falling asleep you're probably thinking the most ridiculous things, and it's kinda funny to realize somewhere in between your dreaming that you're thinking stupid things ( Read more... )

i'm somehow too tired

my brother called, and he depressed me a little more, though i know he's alright and all. it's just that i know how he feels 'cause i feel exactly the same. and it's not that we spoke of depressing shit or like that, we just spoke of life. ( or maybe life is depressing ( Read more... )

Oh well.

i have had these feelings like i'm not really living, or how could i put it, i'm not really understanding what i'm doing at the moment. Like, anything i do doesn't really touch me at all. I'm also having stupid thoughts all the time, like "what if i can't ride this bike? will i die if i hit the ground ( Read more... )

for fuck's sake ( Read more... )

i ate chicken.

i have no reason for this, just felt like it.

i hate super holy true vegetarians

maybe i did this just to piss them off

haha like i'd knew one

well anyway

let's all watch TV .

i've had frustrating feelings lately. actually the fear (of death) comes whenever it wants these days.. school's not even started yet and i'm a mental case. FUCK ( Read more... )

ohh shit. i just realized school's starting next week. Christ. i've been in Hämeenlinna (after i came back from Lapinlahti), and now we're in Hyvinkää (mikko & i). Tomorrow we're going to Helsinki (maybe ( Read more... )