A Revelation, if you will.

[bexar_drake]

I have had tonight a sort of revelation about my life and what I should do with it. As time and people have proven, through their thoughts, words and deeds towards me it has become apparent that my chance for love and relationships while in my time in Herndon are futile. I am unsure as to what my major faults are and what prevent me from fathering

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wow. definetly well put

[_pink_lemonade5]

that was good bexar. i just dont understand why giving up "relationships and love" will do people good when you really cant help but liking someone. but @ any rate thats your choice and thats awesome that you have confidence about it.

and i'm here 2 if you need me! but from the looks of it....i dont think you will.

_LizZ

re: relationships and love

[_pink_lemonade5]

bexar -
i know how you are feeling right now..well, not exactly what you are feeling, because i think that right know, your feelings are your own. im not going to offer advice like "sure ya will, pal" or "im sure theres a perfect girl for you in herndon" but instead say this, herndon is just one town in a huge world. we are young and have the rest of our lives to find love. so for right now, just focus on what you wanna do (college) and dont ever shut your heart out to what you definitely will find one day..
-tara

[anonymous]

bexar, giving up on showing attraction at all is not particularly healthy. obssessing over someone/thing isnt healthy either, but flirting is natural. so i think that it is right to know that herndon IS just one small place and one small time in our whole lives, but shutting out emotion completely isnt the right thing to do. you know i support you in whatever you want to do, but i have to disagree slighty with this entry...

just think about it ok?

xoxo ~christen