I'm in a good place right now ( Read more... )

Well, what to say ( Read more... )

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I just need someone to talk to.
Someone who will let me talk to them at this time of night. Maybe come around and sit or lay beside me and just let me talk. Not interupt. Not judge. Not Tell me it'll be okay.
Just listen.
And keep listening.
Until i ask for help, than they can speak.

I really need that.
So much.

Hugs&Kisses
~ Bexie

I typed in something to post.
It had a lot of meaning.
It was showing a changed in my attitude.
I want to be more apprechiative from now on.
I won't blame myspelf anymore, its selfish.
I'm not a selfish person.
I'm not heartless.
The reason i don't cry is because i've taught myself to controol all that after a year of this.

I can't sum it up again ( Read more... )

Is it all worth it?
Is a gaze worth the tears we shead?
Through the same eyes,
All the tears we shead.
Can we says its worth while?
Is their touch worth the blood we've bleed?
Their hand clasped in yours,
For all the blood we've bleed?
Are the regrets worth it all?
Should we choak on words we never said?
From the same lips they kissed,
Without all ( Read more... )

I'm always getting them feelings now, the ones where you think about a period of time taht you miss and it consumes you. Its unhealthy. I can't take back time, thats something i know, but I can't seem to completly believe. I always give people second, thrid, fourth endless chances, but time isn't a person. I need to stop regreting or i'm not going ( Read more... )

So i didn't really want to write this first, but than i just though "Hey, why not?", its okay right? Well, i just thought i would say that today is offically one year since i met Ste. Well its not techniqally "today" now, seeing as its Monday the 18th June now, at like 12:34, which i'm not happy about, 'cause i really need to start sleeping a lot ( Read more... )

Its been okay. Actually okay I guess. Not great. Because its had it up and its downs, but its actually been okay today. I have been a lot happier than usual at some points. I suppose there was a point today where i was anything but great. I guess it still just wearing off now. And thats only because i'm going into one of those emotional numbness ( Read more... )

I stayed at Emma's last night it was really fun hehe, i picked an outfit for her that i would wear, and she picked one of her tops for me to wear, and i did her hair and her make-up how i would do mine, and my make-up and hair was like hers. And we the each other hehe. We took photos...


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