lots of stuff to make up for lots of time

[bexmonster]

*attempting to write a post after a 2 months hiatus*

Umm......ya......not very enthusiastic about posting lately.

#1 - The fabulous holiday we took for new years/my birthday

As stated, twas fabulous!! We went to St. Thomas in the U.S. Virgin Islands....I still have the occasional daydream about the beautiful beaches, palm trees and tropical fish....*

Comments

[legs104]

That is quite the post :) I love that you finally updated and the time you left it undone made for an interesting read. I like hearing about what you think this way.

Mum... I still have trouble with that. I don't want to talk about it with other people most of the time. I don't want to think about what she was. I keep consciously focusing on the fun times and her talents; all of the positives rather than want she became. I don't cafe if I'm romanticizing her, it's what I need and how I've decided to cope.

It's hard to find food friends. You and I have been lucky that we have found Ashley and Vickie.

I love you *insert appropriate ASL sign here*

[bexmonster]

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[skittle_kitten]

ok, so I'm behind as usual... =P

I hate the 'convenience friends' thing too. Been there and done that myself. I get that everyone is busy and all of that, but it's hard when it starts to feel like NOBODY out of dozens of people has even an hour for you when you're around for 4-5 days. Maybe I'm not making enough effort anymore, I don't know, but it's does get me down sometimes. Hopefully next visit in a week turns out better!!! =D