Weekends are nonexistant. --!
I was trying to type this out before I logged onto Semagic. I'm tired from a week of bullshit and I can't help but be a bit annoyed right now. Weekends are nonexistant to me right now. I must've brought two of my heaviest books and a zillion other notebooks with me. I looked like such a fucking dumbass when I left the school. I was walking with Kristel and I didn't have anything planned for the weekend at the time. Then I saw a whole bunch of people from the anime club (and our 'circle of friends', or so it seems.) standing outside the front door of the school. I made a comment about how everybody else (except me, that is) was going to go to the Agana Shopping Center together. Then Kristel said something like, "Actually...we are. ^_^;" I wanted to shrug it off and I did for a few moments. But afterwards I nearly exploded.
It's sort of weird. Whenever I bring up the subject about everyone going somewhere together, they always give some sort of excuse like "Oh, my mom will never let me go outside the house," or "Oh, I don't have money today." It's always one reason after another. But then whenever I don't think about getting together as a group, money magically appears from stray pairs of pants in the laundry or somehow find a way to sneak around their parents. It always happens like that. When I go, they "can't". When they go, they never tell me and assume that I know that they're going to a certain place every Friday.
In case they didn't know, I always ask them on Friday when I'm available, and then the random excuse machine goes completely insane and instead of a nice after school hangout, I get a bunch of random excuses thrown at my face.
This upsets me so. fucking. much.
This was never a problem at my old school because everyone was placed in the same classes everyday, and there was less stress coming from school. Even now it's hard to get together with my friends from Trinity because they throw the random excuses at me, too. But their reasons are actually valid. I've known them for three years and not once have they made up these fucking lies to avoid me.
The only person who I know doesn't lie is Ashley. I mean, she goes to Agana Shopping Center every single day. o.o
And that's true.
Well it's actually for My Anime Shop, but she still goes everyday. o.o;
I wonder if Kristel would see this. I just gave her the link to my LJ/GJ.
I can't believe I gave her the link right before I made a rant like this.
Well, it's too late now.
Whether Kristel sees this or not, I really don't care anymore.
It's not her that I'm mad at, though. It's just...so fucking depressing when you see your friends having fun without you. And it's not like I'll be going anywhere this weekend. My mom's so fucking dead set on having me clean the whole fucking back extension. Fuck. --!
It's sort of weird. Whenever I bring up the subject about everyone going somewhere together, they always give some sort of excuse like "Oh, my mom will never let me go outside the house," or "Oh, I don't have money today." It's always one reason after another. But then whenever I don't think about getting together as a group, money magically appears from stray pairs of pants in the laundry or somehow find a way to sneak around their parents. It always happens like that. When I go, they "can't". When they go, they never tell me and assume that I know that they're going to a certain place every Friday.
In case they didn't know, I always ask them on Friday when I'm available, and then the random excuse machine goes completely insane and instead of a nice after school hangout, I get a bunch of random excuses thrown at my face.
This upsets me so. fucking. much.
This was never a problem at my old school because everyone was placed in the same classes everyday, and there was less stress coming from school. Even now it's hard to get together with my friends from Trinity because they throw the random excuses at me, too. But their reasons are actually valid. I've known them for three years and not once have they made up these fucking lies to avoid me.
The only person who I know doesn't lie is Ashley. I mean, she goes to Agana Shopping Center every single day. o.o
And that's true.
Well it's actually for My Anime Shop, but she still goes everyday. o.o;
I wonder if Kristel would see this. I just gave her the link to my LJ/GJ.
I can't believe I gave her the link right before I made a rant like this.
Well, it's too late now.
Whether Kristel sees this or not, I really don't care anymore.
It's not her that I'm mad at, though. It's just...so fucking depressing when you see your friends having fun without you. And it's not like I'll be going anywhere this weekend. My mom's so fucking dead set on having me clean the whole fucking back extension. Fuck. --!