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[beyond_reach]

I dont know whats goin on anymore
Its feels as thogh im wrecking things with Claire
things go really well and then outta no where i know a u-turn and kik bak
I keep hurting her, i dont understand why i do it or why my head doesnt register what im doing

She deserves so much better.....than me :(

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[beyond_human]

Learn from your mistakes and make sure she realises that you are sorry for them, you have to adjust to each other and realise what is and is not appropriate to do/say. At least you have the comfort of being close to her, if I do anything wrong I have to use msn to try and explain myself or a phone....its alot harder to show you are sorry and to apologise for things when you are 3400 miles away.
It hurts huh? I have made my share of mistakes relationship wise and I know I am far from perfect...I wish I could be just "great" to her all the time but we are human....humans make stupid mistakes.

I also am familiar with feeling as if you are not good enough for the one you love and wishing you could be better to them, just talk things out with her after all its stupid to let anything get between love, you need to realise that and laugh it off...keep marching on with your chin up.
Things will work out ^^.
I am always around if you ever need someone to talk things out with btw

take care of yourself bro =)