Title: Living Dead Author: beyondtheremix Theme: 010 Dead Tree (Dir en Grey) Rating: PG-13 Pairing: Tora/Hiroto Bands[s]: Alice Nine Disclaimer: AU, steam punkish Comments: Goes along with this song and its lyrics.
Guuuuu~! So-so-so saaaaaaad! But so lovely!!!!!! At first I didn't get fully what was going on and then when I did I teared up and was wailing for Hiroto's sake! It's quite beautiful and such a mature style you have! Love it!
So I come on livejournal for a pick me up, right?...
Lol it's all cool though because I decided that I really wanted to start reading all your fanfiction (even though I'm so desperately far behind... I'm gonna have to make a counter to show my progress! XD) Along with that I luuurrrve this song with all my heart.
... AAAAAAHHHHH WOMAN THIS IS TOTALLY HARD TO READ WHILE BEING AN EMOTIONAL WRECK! I actually cried, which yes is very much influenced by tiredness and hormones but still IT HAPPENED!
I wouldn't worry about how it's taken either because it can be read in a variety of ways! The symbolism is great, with Hiroto and Tora being 'cursed', Hiroto's illness, the people outside and the fire and AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW *incoherent squawking*
Seriously if I could write half as good as you I would be writing about 10 times quicker than I am right now LOL (I'd also be curled up in a ball crying like a twat because I upset myself)
T'is all ok tho! I'm slightly masochistic with my reading!
Silly me using symbolism and what not in my work. COMPLICATED YO~ rofl there are totally a lot more happier things to be reading... I think XD;
The latest ones I've posted aren't so sad because I am trying not to be so sad and just happy happy happier but... sometimes it feels like, if I make my characters sad then I don't have to feel the sad. So if they're happy D: maybe they're taking all my happy away with them?!!? LOL jk (I hope O_O) I want us all to be happy <>.<>
Ah it always works that way around... like when you're really sad and you listen to the most depressing song EVER to feel good. It works though! I'm sure I'll love your fics happy and sad! (and you know... all those other emotions in between lol)
Ahahaha no seriously D: I can't remember what I ended up writing or not writing in this fic without rereading it and I am too lazy to actually go and do that so I am taking your word for it XDDDDDD I used symbolism?!!? woooooooooo~
And yes I do believe there is a psychology term for this D: though I can't remember at the moment... 'displacement'! O_O I think it's actually a defense mechanism and probably therapeutic too ~
Maybe you can convince me into writing a prequel in my spare time! LOL or you can write it XD Right now there's so much school work to do @_@
Hmmmmmm, in my mind I just kept to imagining them youngish lol maybe 30-40s tops idk, but the stress of everything kind of wore them both down. It's good to know you read and reread it ;_; I think it makes more sense the more it's read because somehow... whatever strange writing possessed mood I was in inserted all these tiny hints and details without saying it outright XD TRICKY! And symbols, repeats and flashbacks. It was strangely complicated and I didn't even realize it until after everyone commented D: I just kind of posted because I didn't know what else to do to fix it *sweats*
And NO I don't mind your rambling *rambles with you* COMMENT IS LOVE<333 LOL Thank you for reading even if it made you cry ;_; a lot of times I just try to write out emotions I am or have been trying to deal with and sometimes some are
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LOL Well thanks for reading! I tried to but a lot of thought into this before I posted so I'm glad you enjoyed!!!!!
heheheh ♥ mature style XDDDD
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Lol it's all cool though because I decided that I really wanted to start reading all your fanfiction (even though I'm so desperately far behind... I'm gonna have to make a counter to show my progress! XD)
Along with that I luuurrrve this song with all my heart.
... AAAAAAHHHHH WOMAN THIS IS TOTALLY HARD TO READ WHILE BEING AN EMOTIONAL WRECK! I actually cried, which yes is very much influenced by tiredness and hormones but still IT HAPPENED!
I wouldn't worry about how it's taken either because it can be read in a variety of ways! The symbolism is great, with Hiroto and Tora being 'cursed', Hiroto's illness, the people outside and the fire and AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW *incoherent squawking*
Seriously if I could write half as good as you I would be writing about 10 times quicker than I am right now LOL (I'd also be curled up in a ball crying like a twat because I upset myself)
T'is all ok tho! I'm slightly masochistic with my reading!
LOVE!!!! <3<3<3
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Silly me using symbolism and what not in my work. COMPLICATED YO~ rofl there are totally a lot more happier things to be reading... I think XD;
The latest ones I've posted aren't so sad because I am trying not to be so sad and just happy happy happier but... sometimes it feels like, if I make my characters sad then I don't have to feel the sad. So if they're happy D: maybe they're taking all my happy away with them?!!? LOL jk (I hope O_O) I want us all to be happy <>.<>
Thank you for reaaaaading ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
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(English fail)
Ah it always works that way around... like when you're really sad and you listen to the most depressing song EVER to feel good. It works though! I'm sure I'll love your fics happy and sad! (and you know... all those other emotions in between lol)
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I can't remember what I ended up writing or not writing in this fic without rereading it and I am too lazy to actually go and do that so I am taking your word for it XDDDDDD I used symbolism?!!? woooooooooo~
And yes I do believe there is a psychology term for this D: though I can't remember at the moment... 'displacement'! O_O I think it's actually a defense mechanism and probably therapeutic too ~
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Sounds goooooooooooooood!
Maybe you can convince me into writing a prequel in my spare time! LOL or you can write it XD Right now there's so much school work to do @_@
Hmmmmmm, in my mind I just kept to imagining them youngish lol maybe 30-40s tops idk, but the stress of everything kind of wore them both down. It's good to know you read and reread it ;_; I think it makes more sense the more it's read because somehow... whatever strange writing possessed mood I was in inserted all these tiny hints and details without saying it outright XD TRICKY! And symbols, repeats and flashbacks. It was strangely complicated and I didn't even realize it until after everyone commented D: I just kind of posted because I didn't know what else to do to fix it *sweats*
And NO I don't mind your rambling *rambles with you* COMMENT IS LOVE<333 LOL Thank you for reading even if it made you cry ;_; a lot of times I just try to write out emotions I am or have been trying to deal with and sometimes some are ( ... )
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