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[beyourself2day]

Cutting is bad, that's what everyone tells you. Unstable people cut. People who yearn for control and are weak cut. I have no appropriate tools to cut. I can scratch the surface, cause bruising, but no blood. It makes me sad. Even the pain I feel inside can't emerge. I am a pathetic amateur. I just want to feel nothing. Nothing is good.

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[amusedbookworm]

Lovely lady... PLEASE do not cut... I feel horrid that I called you last night and you were having such a different moment, while talking with me. Drew will open up, it takes far more time then anyone thinks, there are things even I do not know about him. There are portions of his life that I truly have no insight to. He does care about you, he is just going through so much, and some of it I did not know about. hurting is a natural part of it... which yes i know sounds very corny and shallow coming from me... please do not hurt yourself... call me instead...