Fuck this.

[bfscollegegirl]

I had a conversation with someone at lunch last week, clearing the air on a few things when I was asked if I either was or knew who FalseEnemy was. This, combined with an "anonymous" comment I got in my journal, lead me to spend some time browsing www.opendiary.com. After some time I was startled to come across my own words in a diary, my words

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[minty_fresh24]

i.

love.

you.

:)

[bfscollegegirl]

lol I thought it was sheer genius, myself

[crazykidben]

Ditto.
<3

[anonymous]

LOL...the cave and the bees! That's why I didn't think it could be you. You are already outspoken and, like I wrote, I thought/think you were/are above leaving anonymous notes. We're all just really ticked off, sniffing around for a culprit, and it's easy to bark at the first person that seems in the least bit suspicious. I know how that feels. For what it's worth, I'm sorry for blaming you, and I agree that the whole thing is really stupid -- entertaining (and I'm sorry if that's been at your expense in the past two days), but stupid. I think everyone just wants to get along, and it's hard to accept that that's not always possible.

I am sorry. Laura

[bfscollegegirl]

Gee, thanks Laura.

[ex_gen316]

What the? Someone thinks YOU are FalseEnemy? That is bizarre. I am dying to tell everyone that I am that stupid bastard just to end this bullshit, but I am afraid she/he/it would tell them in the journal that I am lying.

Think I would get by with it? Go a day wearing a shirt that said "FalseEnemy" or something, and convince them all to hate me instead of people that really do not need their misguided malice?

[bfscollegegirl]

Unless it really is you, don't fucking bother. I'll handle this.

They can blame me or not. Love me or hate me.

The glorious thing is that I know the truth and could give a fuck at this point.

[ex_gen316]

I just wish it would end. I don't want them to blame Andrew or Jenn either. It is all so silly, and I know you can all handle yourselves just fine. I just want it to go away. You guys don't need this bullshit.

[bfscollegegirl]

*shrug* better me than someone weak who cannot handle pointless group bashing. People need to learn to stand up to group mentalities, I tell you.

[wldjeepgrl]

I don't want to get in the middle of all of this theater drama bullshit, but I would like to comment on your "outspoken, face-to-face verbal style of handling conflict and confrontation". In your last entry, to talked about how someone "forbade" her boyfriend to speak to you. If you were supposedly forbidden to speak to him, why didn't you talk to me to see if it was even true or why, if it was true, I would do such a thing. You haven't talked to me since last November, and I don't even know why. I just noticed that you suddenly turned into a mega-bitch. I decided that if you really had a problem, you would talk to me about it, but if you didn't want to talk to me about it, then you weren't worth the effort. I told Ryan that I didn't want him to be friends with people that were mean to me or hated me. I didn't tell him that he wasn't allowed to speak to you because I know that I cannot control what he does. In fact, I told him that I would prefer it if he could talk you and Shayne into talking to me so that we could work things out

[bfscollegegirl]

okay Kim, let's get a few things straight

[mendal]

"I told Ryan that I didn't want him to be friends with people that were mean to me or hated me. I didn't tell him that he wasn't allowed to speak to you because I know that I cannot control what he does."

Sometimes you're such a stupid bitch that it amazes me.

[bfscollegegirl]

"I told Ryan that I didn't want him to be friends with people that were mean to me or hated me. I didn't tell him that he wasn't allowed to speak to you because I know that I cannot control what he does."

LOL I know! "I didn't FORBID anything...I just...kind of ...insinuated that I am God and I don't want him to talk to the unbelievers."

*shrug* I don't care if she did or didn't forbid him. Neither way changes anything. I do as I want, her desires are irrelevant to me.

[ex_gen316]

I know you're right. Still doesn't make it unretarded.

In better news, I found something wickedly Christina this weekend and got it for you. But I left it at home because I am tardly like whoa. But you will get it after spring break. So whee and shit ^.^