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Not again...no don't let this happen again... I can't take another bit of pain like this... I hurt inside, I can feel my heart beating and it means nothing to me. I don't know what's keeping me going these days but there must be something! I want to die...there's only one thing keeping me here. I know what it is, its you... Why do you do this ( Read more... )

Hello everyone, this is your good buddy Brandon checking in because I noticed it has been awhile since I've been on here. Something funny, I just about typed Haynes up there because that's what everyone calls me and that's what I'm used too. Anyway, on the side of practicality, school is going good and I'm just about done. I had a good lesson ( Read more... )

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And I know that stillness shatters
We have all been frightened by the
The sound of footsteps on the pavement of our lives
I stand and fight
I'm not afraid to die
Elochai, bury me tonight

Please believe me
That the world decieves me
Don't stand me up
Just leave
I have fallen again
This is the end
Pain redefined

I'm feeling pretty good this evening, despite having had duty all weekend and also tomorrow. Life is peaceful and everything is as it should be ( Read more... )

Just Stop - Disturbed ( Read more... )

Back Again, Haynes is back, USN ( Read more... )

So its Christmas Eve once again. Today is my brother's 22nd birthday. Its also the day after my 20th birthday. The presents at my house have already been opened...the joyous times have ended. Now the house sits quiet and alone in the rainy weather outside. I look forward to this next week...its my last week as a civilian. I just pray I can ( Read more... )

I almost forgot about these.


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