Thoughts on a new year and such.

[bhata]

Wow. It's 2010 already. This scares the living shit out of me

Comments

[mysti_dragon]

Mutual teenage idiocy, yep, that about sums it up. But look at us now babe. There was a time when I thought I would never talk to you again. And yet you are still one of my dearest friends, and I don't have many right now. Hopefully we won't go another decade before we see each other again. You've done a million wonderful things in the last decade with your life and I know it is going to pay off for you. Miss you hon!

*snugs*

[rayvanna]

You've come very far in the few years I've known you. Now imagine how much further the next 10 years will bring you. HUGs hun.

[southern_belle2]

I'm so very proud of you my dear son. I've loved you thru your "nerdish" days when we first met, and love you even more now thru your most successful times. You've grown up so much from that young man I scared to death that day I told you I'd hunt you down if you hurt Ashley. You didn't know me well enough then to know I was so much more bark than bite! May the 10's bring you all the success in business, socially, musically, in love, and everything you can dream of and more. I love you!
Your American "Mom"

[avon_deer]

Have a better 2010. You're older and a bit wiser. We all make mistakes, but that does not stop us trying again.

[shazomei]

It's probably best that I wasn't there to be honest. My head's all over the place at the moment, and over the past few days I've been so full of fear, guilt and shame.

History tells me that I ruin everything I touch, and I have an overtly paranoid fear that I've ruined my association with the band by doing something silly; like expressing my feelings for Kristoph, which is probably wildly inappropriate given how insecure I am at the moment, and making anyone else within the band feel awkward by having these feelings.

I'm still wildly in love with someone else, and it frightens me how much power that has over me. I wouldn't want to hurt Kristoph, but at the same time I'm trying to do something, anything, to break being out of control; and that is what is making me feel guilty and shameful.

[klepsydra]

You have email, foxy. But in short: come back! We still want you!