I talk and i talk and i talk. nothing ( Read more... )

i fucking hate this feeling. i've been so scared by past relationships i don't know how to deal with this properly. one part of me trust you completly. then there's that tiny part of me that doesn't trust myself in trusting you. i've trusted before, and look where it's gotten me. fucking crushed. fucking obliterated. how can i bring it up without ( Read more... )

Fuck. I really don't want to be here anymore. I just want a anew fucking life right now.

Sooo, ya. I haven't updated in a long time. According to livejournal, 38 weeks to be exact. So whats new? Weeeell, me and Uli are still together and we're gonna have a baby!!! I'm about 35 weeks pregnant, so 5 weeks to go. It's so amazing. At first, I didn't think I could do the whole mom thing. I was really nervous and scared. But Uli was ( Read more... )

When the moon fell in love with the sun
All was golden in the sky
All was golden when the day met the night

When the sun found the moon
She was drinking tea in a garden
Under the green umbrella trees
In the middle of summer

When the moon found the sun
He looked like he was barely hanging on
But her eyes saved his life
In the middle of summer ( ( Read more... )

 I can't help but wish I could hurt you as much as you're hurting me.... but I love you too much to...

I keep having this dream... it's so strange, I don't know what to think of it:

I'm always shopping at either a grocery store or a gas station, but I can't seem to walk right, I'm stiff and it feels like my joints are fused together or something. On ( Read more... )

 
i am dying

you're all i need, you are my rock, my soul, my life...

why do you have to take that away? what good will that do?! you say you still love me, and that you just want me to get better... thats bullshit.

i hate what you're doing to me, you think just because its temporary that i'll be ok in the end and we can live happily ever after. but ( Read more... )

Wow, it's been forever since I've updated. A lot has happened. I'm on good terms with my parents. I've made new friends, and I've seen some old friends ((I love you Waldo)). Things are going great. Me and Jason are moved in to our apartment. It's only two blocks away from Sunset Place, which make my walk to work less than five minutes... which is ( Read more... )

yey, i moved :)

It's time to say I thank god for you.
I thank god for you, in each and every single way.