::countdowns::

grandpa's viewing in 2 hours

grandpa's funeral is tomorrow

michael leaves for college in 2 weeks

senior pictures in 2 weeks and 1 day

i move out in 2 weeks and 6 days

my 18th birthday in 1 month

me and michaels 6th month anniversary in 1 month

i move into my new house on nelson court in 1 month, 2 weeks, and 6 days

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i finally found the lyrics to my favorite song..

Butterfly Kisses --> Bob Carlisle

There's two things I know for sure.
She was sent here from heaven, and she’s daddy’s little girl.
As I drop to my knees by her bed at night,
She talks to Jesus, and I close my eyes.
And I thank God for all the joy in my life, But most of all...
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Hero
Mariah Carey
There's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
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iight im soooooooooo bored.. i really dont have anything to write in here.. haha.. but i figured i should just update. michael needs to get movin to the gym. bc im goin out of my mind bein bored as hell..

WTF.. lol. love amber rose<3

iM HOME!!!!!

she made my day!! thats why i cant wait til shes officially my sister.. how cool!

LiiLBLONDiE002 (2:33:38 PM): HEHE!! _ STOP .. you guys are crazy.. your gonna miss him soo much.. i can tell by the look on your face.. awee.. take alot of pictures.. haha .. i <33 you Amber Rose! ill talk to you in a BIT! MuCH LOVE! <333 Samantha!

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what the hell is goin on in my life? i feel happy one moment and sad/pissed/confused-on-how-to-feel the next... this was exactly how i was like last summer and the summer before this. i dont know what it is. i need some help. im goin to ask my mom to take me to a doctor or something, bc its making my life real hard. and i know that people around me ( Read more... )

LIVE 8 TODAY!!!!!!!!!!! HOLLER!!!!!!!!!!!

ha, HAPPY BiRTHDAY MiCHAEL ANTHONY HORNBERGER... i LOVE YOU!!

i must have said it a million times in a million different ways ::wink wink =):: but still happy birthday to the grown ass man in my life...

yeah soooo back to me.. things are starting to get a lil better.. i guess.. maybe.. well i mean im happier than before, so i guess its gettin ( Read more... )

iight so i lied.. i do that alot.. im not ok.. but its cool.. i mean really it is..