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souffle
so tomorrow's my friend's 18th birthday, and she's notorious for running away form birthday parties and surprises. this year she's gone far enough to say no birthday cake, so instead im thinking bout making her a frozen souffle!
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Exploration
so i kinda did something today that i hadn't planned on......><
kinda took things further than i'd promised myself
is that a good thing? a bad thing?
y limit myself? y are there limits?
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today-uncomfortable sensations
the days almost over, woke up round noon n spent a couple hours reading, finished my fairy book and started a new vampire book: th renegade hunter by lynsay sands. she puts a fun twist to vampire myth, since her vampires are a by product of science and originate form Atlantis. ;) very steamy scene as well heheheh....round 5 i went over to sis's ( Read more... ) -
today's thoughts
it's so easy to just watch as you screw yourself over
im a coward, who plays at bravery
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typical drama from a very typical girl's life
just the typical meloncholy's of life, my parents dont understand me, they expect so much that no matter what i do it never seems to satisfy them, which in turn makes me loose confidence in myself and doubt my actions, always hindering me from having a single happy moment in my life, because i'm always thinking about how they'd be displeased. or ( Read more... ) -
Old Story of Pain
there once was a little girl who loved to sleep. she'd sleep her days away while the other children were out at play. she'd sleep and sleep and sleep. she slept through her birth, she slept through her birthdays, she slept through her schooling, and she slept away her life. then one day she woke up! she glanced about squinting through her groggy ( Read more... ) -
My existence Dream
The sensation of being seated was the first thing I could recall. It was as if my existence began with a numbness of my derriere. The solidity of such an event bringing my being into awareness of the uncomforting rounded seat pushing against my rounded bottom. The next sensation t could recall was even more bewildering as sparks of pain began ( Read more... ) -
Late night thoughts
when your heart beats within your breast you know you are alive
and when you have that annoying hick up that just wont go away you are alive
with eyes droopy from lack of sleep and head pounding form the computer screen ready to go to bed but something keeps you awake.
your alive,...
