How can things make so much sense and still be totally confusing? I don't even know what I'm talking about. I think i'm just paranoid and crazy and yeah...I just want everything to unconfuse itself immediately. Deal? cool

So Jordan is fabulous. Yeah...

Oooooh I don't wanna go back. Enough of this me having to be responsible for myself--not all it's cracked up to be. I like being here and not having to worry about stuff. But it'll be okay. I get to see Jordan (:

FUCK!!! God dammit! This whole thing is just so fucking sad and unfair. I love you all. Don't ever fucking doubt that okay?

It's not cool when someone you know dies...especially if they were a fucking senior in high school.

What a beautiful day...what a beautiful girl...

Goodbye Snyder hall

Hmm so i am actually looking forward to coming home this weekend very much. I miss people I don't see and I'm getting sick of people i see too much. I better get to see everyone! I can't wait to sleep in my own bed-without other people in it-and drive my car and go to sheesha's and eat real food.

Is it just me being crazy or is it creepy to walk into my room and find Emily and her boyfriend sleeping in MY bed which is the top bunk??! I dunno....seems creepy and gross to me...but you know...i guess that's just me being CRAZY! Cuz when I told Emily that she seemed to think I was being completely unreasonable. Can I get people's opinions on ( Read more... )

I'm so weird. I love how in my last entry all I could talk about is how happy I was...and now it seem the complete opposite. I mean, I don't hate life but I certainly hate certain aspects of it. Damn me and my random mood swings. So here's what I'm gonna do. I'm gonna list some things that make me happy, some things that make me sad, and some ( Read more... )