I'm bored and I have one of these so I might as well use it. Nothing has been going on lately. I'm sure everyone cares a shit-load as to what's going on with me. Haven't talked to anyone but Destiny in a while. Not that it's a bad thing. Just wondering where all my people have gone. Somewhere else I figure. Oh well. Been looking for a job ( Read more... )

I'm totally amazed at my sheer stupidity. I can't believe I actually thought my parents would stop drinking. I think today I finally accepted the fact that they're alcoholics and realized exactly what alcoholism is. I'm up really late as you can see by when this was posted. I'm watching T.V. and there is a shit load of stupid commercials. I'm ( Read more... )

It's night time now. I'm not much better. I've gotten my mind off of it a little by talking to Crystal but I still find myself drifting back to her in my mind. I wonder what shes doing. What she's thinking. How she feels. If she misses me. If she's thinking of a solution. If she's wondering what I'm doing. I miss her so. I feel pathetic ( Read more... )

Today is the first day of the break me and Destiny are taking. We've been together 9 1/2 months and she did some things to second guess if I wanted to be with her and I said we need to take a break so she can figure out what she wants. It's been complete hell for me. First thing this morning I puked before I even left for school. After I got to ( Read more... )