ok so i think my last post here was over a year ago but here goes.. for shorts.. i graduated w/ my bachelors degree in marketing in may 2006. i am still a waitress and living alone in a fabulous apt. i party a lot and get crazy b/c i'm a college grad and still live @ the beach. i'm about to turn 24 and expect nothing at this point. i have plans ( Read more... )

it has been too long since i have posted a journal entry so i figured i would let everyone know how my life is going. well most importantly there is only two weeks left until xmas break. with finals around the corner i have to nail myself to the floor to study enough to know my grades will take me into my final semester to graduate in may next ( Read more... )

hey.. just thought i'd tell the world who came to eat where i work last night and tonight. pastor troy was to perform last night at club atlantis at 1am. we got this info straight from the man himself considering he sat down w/ two of his 'boys' where i work at. the best part... after he spent well over $100 between the three of them.. he left ( Read more... )

from the previous entry... everybody told her he didn't do it.. they are back together... i think the word of the day today is: "naive - Showing or characterized by a lack of sophistication and critical judgment"... have a nice day...

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ok... so i told my best friend that her man cheated on her today. here is my story. GIRL#1 came to town for a couple of days and 'whispered' to me that my GIRL#2's boy cheated on her w/ GIRL#3. well... GIRL#1, #2 and #3 are all my really good friends. also GIRL#4 who lives w/ the girl who 'supposedly' cheated w/ the guy is a really good friend ( Read more... )

i want to straighten something out... i sound like the biggest loser in all of america because the only time i put an entry into my journal is when i am alone.. well that is WHY i put them in here.. because i AM alone..  i need to make it clear that i am in a good mood more than being depressed all the time rather than everyone thinking i'm on the ( Read more... )

good question.... where am i? i'm not quite sure right now. it is obvious.. in myrtle beach, a place full of pretty people goin to work and school minding their own and everyone else's business. i can't figure out who or what i want. i have this guy to my right and another to my left waiting in the wings. and in front of me... i keep walking, ( Read more... )

"mad world" by gary jules. i have had this song on repeat for about a half hour now and i can't get enought of it. check it out b/c it's real. "i find it kind of funny, i find it kind of sad, the dreams in which i'm dying, are the best i've ever had.. i find it hard to tell you, i find it hard to take, when people run in circles, it's a very ( Read more... )

well, another stupid holiday passes.  it's valentine's day and all i want to do is cuddle up in a ball and go to sleep... alone ... the person who i thought i was 'with' didn't call me all day.  that's the end of that... get a clue you fuck, if you don't call your 'girl' on february 14, she ain't your girl no more.  but i ain't crying, i could ( Read more... )

i'm feeling pretty alone lately. even when i have someone to go to every night and not have to sleep by myself, i still feel alone. when i'm at home and everyone is out, i'm alone. when i'm sitting in class, not talking to anyone, alone again. haven't spoken to a lot of friends lately. i'm not avoiding them, just not in the mood to go anywhere ( Read more... )