i miss yard sales...

I love you so much. You're my everything....

i hate the way everything makes me feel now. except laura, and myste and roberts and my other buddies.
i hate how my mother makes me feel.
i hate how the army makes me feel (sometimes).
i hate how i've come to hate a lot of things.
i hate my job. A wicked lot.

i'm sorry to everyone for being an asshole lately. it's nothing personal.

so. i really think it's cool that no matter how many times people stand under or around a blacklight, and all the white clothing they have on glows that florescent color, they still think it's the COOLEST thing every time it happens. that's pretty fucking cool.

the end

i hate my truck. a lot.

dad,

just GET rid of it. it's not worth it. what don't you understand about that?

THINGS I LOVE:

my truck is fixed!

ashley, myste, and laura

going to wal mart with my buddies

ashley's mom and her amazing cooking

bustin' out the dance moves with the girls in lu's car

everyone smoking all at once

my new spiderman notebook

every single weekend this is what happens:

i make plans to do something. then it SNOWS a whole TON of snow and i can't do the thing i planned on doing.

Looking forward to the weekend. Oh yea, it's gonna be nice.

I'm hating my truck a lot these days.

I'm hating that i just ate before i wanna go to sleep.

I'm loving the girl tho :)

I really have nothing to talk about besides her.

Don't you all just HATE couples like that?

Oh well :)

what the FUCK was i thinking?

i can't believe after all of this that i could find it in me to go and do something so stuipid...

i hope this doesn't end to be as big of a mistake as it already is.

I love this girl...